you're all i ever lived for :D
Monday, December 29, 2008
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i'm changing blog, people please relink! hahah.
http://www.locketoflove.wordpress.com
hahah. thanks, byebye!:D
what's more joy than to live another day,
under God's wings & his love will never ever die...
Monday, December 22, 2008
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changing blog in process, i'll update again:D
byebye!:D
what's more joy than to live another day,
under God's wings & his love will never ever die...
Thursday, November 20, 2008
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hahah. i am back to post alr.
i guess this week is quite a week.
yesterdayhahah. for those who dun know.
guess what, i've received my biggest tip this week.
(even though i could have taken many other tips but i didnt, i took it cause the person asked me to keep it and not let the boss know, so i kept it) hahahs.
guess how much the tip was, you'll never believe it lor.
hahah, i received 10bucks! (from a single person eh) hhahahs. thank God for it:D
i mean i didnt expect a tip but he just gave it to me! hahha.
i guess this is a joy of giving?
in a sense like i started off giving people attention and attended to their needs, in return, they gave me a reward for my work? hahha.
dun know, but yeap.
went for the "free hug" thingy with a few people.
when i reached there, i stunned for a while, i stared at zachary then i was like huh? are you crazy, i was really reluctant to do cause its like weird and the thing is that i have to hug strangers leh. so weird lor.
so i went to walk around first, then saw chermaine on the way, then we went food republic and back to the underpass.
i went to bugis and back to orchard to fetch caryn and amanda.
when i returned then i picked up courage to do the thing cause amanda was doing it beside me:D hahah. stupid lah, hahah, we kanna hugged by 2guys and like very very tight those type, but we just laughed it off and ignore lah... hahhas.
it was a fun experience yet a weird one though. hahah.
hazel then came and she came and hug us. then one person tapped her and she asked " you wanna hug me?" then the person was like yea. then they hugged.
but the scene was very funny!:D hahha.
went KOBAYASHI AND I ATE SOBA!! HAHHAHAHAHA.
played cards and went home after that!:D hhaha.
at night i talked with yuwen and meimei.
guess what while i was talking half way, i fell asleep.
& when i woke up, i was like shit, they're gone.
anw, the time was 5.30am.
as you know im a pig, so i went back to sleep! hahahah.
woke up again at 10 and went to work.
& i spent 3hours folding 500 tissue papers and washed some cups.
hahah. went for shepherd's meet then!:D
i think its quite a refreshing one, as in it helps us to know where are we, what are we doing now, is it really should be done this way, you know those kind of thing.
i dun know.
i think that i hate so much things of the world that i am beginning to hate myself too, thinking about it, i feel so stupid. i mean like even hating ourselves is no use as well, cause we're stuck with ourselves. hahah. its too bad.
oh and i wanna apologise for my behaviour on tuesday.
i was a bit rude i should say.
sorry if i offended anyone.
i was very tired, so like i got ________ (fill in the blank, idk what was i doing)
sorry if i scolded you cause i really didnt do it on purpose.
talked with arianna at night about many stuffs.
couldnt sleep, we talked for 4hours on the phone, which we hung up at 3.30am.
what's more joy than to live another day,
under God's wings & his love will never ever die...
Monday, November 17, 2008
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hahhaha. i am back to post le.
okay, today is okay but i got two major scolding!
first one.
i was working then the irritating boss came and spoke to me, he said, "i am very angry when you send the msg on the days you cant work because of church. can you not go for church and work for us instead"
my obvious ans: "no, i have to go." i mean that is why i quit hockey in the first place if i valued worldly stuff.
he replied :"i'll let you off for this time, but i dun want to hear anything about this anymore" then i was thinking, then what he wanna hear - last min stuf, i cant come right now on this second i am working?
anw, that wasnt all.
whatever, hahah, i dun care.
2nd one.
my aunt scolded me cause i come home late everyday.
whatever lor. dun care.
haix. i have to go home early alr lor. haix...
what's more joy than to live another day,
under God's wings & his love will never ever die...
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#o1 . The person who taqqed you is ?
caryn
#o2 . You relationship with Him/Her .
shepherd/sheep.
#o3 . Your 5 impresion of Him/Her .
crazy, dao, zi-high most of the time, playful, funny.
#o4 . The most memorable thinq that He/She has done for you .
i forgot.
#o5 . The most memorable thinq that He/She has said to you .
can i dun say? hahha.
#o6 . If He/She becomes your LOVER , Thinqs He/She has to improve is ?
i dun wanna be les. hahha.
dun be so dao anymore.
#o7 . If He/She becomes your enemy , you will ?
i dun think we will leh.
#o8 . What is the thinq that you want to tell Him/Her now ?
hello, why do i own a cat. i dun want to... hahah.
#o9 . Your overall impresion of Him/Her .
siao.
#o1o . How do think the person around you will feel about you ?
idk leh.. anyone wanna answer this question for me?
#o11 . The character you love of yourself is ?
idunknow.
#o12 . On the contrary , the character you hate of yourself is ?
alot of things!
#o13 . The most ideal person you want to be is ?
wanna guess?
#o14 . For people(s) who cares & likes you , say somthinq to them .
hahah, idk what to say - is this a public declaration?!
#o15 . Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know they feel about you .
hahha. i am keeping caryn's order.
1. ♥ Angela
2. ♥ Steph
3. ♥ Chloe
4. ♥ Meimei
5. ♥ Tiffany
6. ♥ Yuwen
7. ♥ my sis
8. ♥ alexia
9. ♥ hazel
10. ♥ chermaine
#o16 . Who No.6 havinq relationship with ?
(yuwen)why you so interested?!
#o17 . Is No.9 female or male ?
(hazel)female. hahha.
#o18 . If No.7 & No.1o be toqether , will it be a qood thinq ?
(my sis and chermaine) crazy, les ah.
#o19 . What is No.2 studyinq about ?
(steph)alot of things! hahhas.
#o2o . When was the last time you chat with No.3 ?
(chloe) yesterday night on msn.
(complaining about cats, being thrown here and there.)
#o21 . What kind of music band does No.8 like ?
(alexia) ehh. i not very sure leh, you want me to call her now? hahhas.
#o22 . Does No.1 has sibilinqs ?
(angela) yes. hahha, a brother i think. hahhas.
#o23 . Will you WOO No.3 ?
(chloe) no lah. i dun wanna be les, chloe ah, you know what i thinking.
later someone jealous eh?!
#o24 . How about No.7 ?
(my sis) crazy incest ah!
#o25 . Is No.4 sinqle ?
(meimei) yeapp, but hor, meimei what about that person eh?! hahah, jkjk.
#o26 . What is the surname of No.5 ?
(tiffany) Ang.
#o27 . What is the hobby of No.1o ?
(chermaine) smiling to herself? hahha.
#o28 . Does No.5 and No.9 qet alonq well ?
(tiffany&hazel) erm, i think so...
#o29 . Where is No.2 studyinq at ?
(steph)why always ask no.2 about studies one ah.
#o3o . Talk somethinq about No.1 .
hahah, she's my shepherd who is crazy and funny! hahhas.
#o31 . Have you tried developinq feelinq for No.8 ?
(alexia) what kind you talking about.. haha, be specific lor!
well, she's my sheep now, what do you think. hahah.
#o32 . Where does No.9 stay ?
(hazel) sembawang? hahha.
#o33 . What colour does No.4 like ?
green is her most favourite one! hahha.
#o34 . Are you No.1 & No.5 bestfriend ?
(angela&tiffany) hahah, nope...
#o35 . Does No.1 has pets ?
(angela)nope... hahha.
#o36 . Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world ?
(my sis) hahha. what should i say?
#o37 . What is No.1o doinq now ?
(chermaine) idk leh, i am not stalking her, so i dun know.. hahha.
what's more joy than to live another day,
under God's wings & his love will never ever die...
Sunday, November 16, 2008
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hahahs. i am sorry that i didnt meet two people today.
really very sorry, i overslept today.
i woke up at 2plus, picked up tiffany's call and slept again, woke up at 4+ then i ate and watch tv, then meimei called me to tell me its 6+ alr, then i was like huh? really ah, then i realised that i didnt meet 2people. bath-ed and meet meimei, i had to rush also... sorry that i didnt meet you all!!
thank god that i met meimei today and changed her perspective about evaxing.
i think i was more choleric today and i was able to complete my objectives with her. hahhas. yeap. meimei, dun forget what i say okay!:D
well, i've just send a msg to the person i am working for,
saying the days that i cant make it
(& its alot of days, if he doesnt allow, then i will quit completely bah)
i send an hour ago but he didnt reply, so idk...
haix... i shall end alr... hahahs, byebye!
what's more joy than to live another day,
under God's wings & his love will never ever die...
Thursday, November 13, 2008
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retribution for not saving souls?
this really hit me really hard this week that there was this old man. i was waiting for the bus, so this guy approached me and told me in chinese,
"retribution retribution, if you do nothing. you should save the lives now you can save. you can save them. those whom you cant save, its too bad as long as you've done your best."
that day i walked past a few funerals too. and this stirred in my heart that, why arent the lives saved? i felt so useless that the people loved are dead - for
eternity.not that i dun want to do anything now because of my work but i think that i will still evax from a different/separate timing. & i taught alexia how to evax today though i didnt demo-ed for her, i hope that she has learnt something from me... hahha.
i guess everyone who evax must know this.
#1.you are not evaxing to earn credit.
(eg. i got more contacts then you/too bad your contact not coming, mine is/see i am working so hard and complain a whole lot of shit etc.)
i mean like you know that sometimes this kind of thing suddenly/somehow slipped out of our mouth or just want to like "attention on me,people" those kind of thing is like, (get lost, sorry but yeah) cause you want this kind of thing but really genuinely wanting to do something and well fruits will be given to you!
#2. the time we stayed doesnt matter.
it can be 2hrs, it can be 15mins. what matter most is what you've done. imagine you come for 2hrs but that only 2hrs consist of slacking, playing, chatting etc. i mean its okay to play but then we have to know that we have to fulfill what needs to be done. and like you know coming on time/informing that there is evaxing/who is coming is important, make jobs easier for those in charge of this if not you can plan it for them? but then again, we have to send a specific msg down as well if not people will complain that we didnt send anything down and all those whatever things.
#3. dun bother coming if your heart isnt right!
why? cause it totally dampens the whole mood of those who wants to evax and well guess what will happen next? everyone play. if you really dun want to come, dun come at all really. i know alot of leaders will encourage people to go but i think that if you are there to play, dun.
maybe all this you know it yourself but the thing is that it hit me so hard that i want to spill everything out about this whole evaxing thing that is happening.
i mean you will turn back and say i am not going down for evaxing anw.
but the thing is you are wrong. what you can see now might not prove it, just wait and see. i dun wish to say, "you know i have done so much" etc. that kind of thing is -_-''' i hate it. i would wanna do it before i say anything but i dun think i will say what i do either. who am i trying to kid?
what's more joy than to live another day,
under God's wings & his love will never ever die...
