takemyhands & holdmetight!

2008-12-29T21:49:00.001+08:00

i'm changing blog, people please relink! hahah.

http://www.locketoflove.wordpress.com

hahah. thanks, byebye!:D

2008-12-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

changing blog in process, i'll update again:D
byebye!:D

2008-11-20T22:15:00.004+08:00

hahah. i am back to post alr.
i guess this week is quite a week.

yesterday
hahah. for those who dun know.
guess what, i've received my biggest tip this week.
(even though i could have taken many other tips but i didnt, i took it cause the person asked me to keep it and not let the boss know, so i kept it) hahahs.
guess how much the tip was, you'll never believe it lor.
hahah, i received 10bucks! (from a single person eh) hhahahs. thank God for it:D
i mean i didnt expect a tip but he just gave it to me! hahha.
i guess this is a joy of giving?
in a sense like i started off giving people attention and attended to their needs, in return, they gave me a reward for my work? hahha.
dun know, but yeap.

went for the "free hug" thingy with a few people.
when i reached there, i stunned for a while, i stared at zachary then i was like huh? are you crazy, i was really reluctant to do cause its like weird and the thing is that i have to hug strangers leh. so weird lor.
so i went to walk around first, then saw chermaine on the way, then we went food republic and back to the underpass.
i went to bugis and back to orchard to fetch caryn and amanda.
when i returned then i picked up courage to do the thing cause amanda was doing it beside me:D hahah. stupid lah, hahah, we kanna hugged by 2guys and like very very tight those type, but we just laughed it off and ignore lah... hahhas.
it was a fun experience yet a weird one though. hahah.
hazel then came and she came and hug us. then one person tapped her and she asked " you wanna hug me?" then the person was like yea. then they hugged.
but the scene was very funny!:D hahha.
went KOBAYASHI AND I ATE SOBA!! HAHHAHAHAHA.
played cards and went home after that!:D hhaha.

at night i talked with yuwen and meimei.
guess what while i was talking half way, i fell asleep.
& when i woke up, i was like shit, they're gone.
anw, the time was 5.30am.
as you know im a pig, so i went back to sleep! hahahah.

woke up again at 10 and went to work.
& i spent 3hours folding 500 tissue papers and washed some cups.
hahah. went for shepherd's meet then!:D
i think its quite a refreshing one, as in it helps us to know where are we, what are we doing now, is it really should be done this way, you know those kind of thing.

i dun know.
i think that i hate so much things of the world that i am beginning to hate myself too, thinking about it, i feel so stupid. i mean like even hating ourselves is no use as well, cause we're stuck with ourselves. hahah. its too bad.

oh and i wanna apologise for my behaviour on tuesday.
i was a bit rude i should say.
sorry if i offended anyone.
i was very tired, so like i got ________ (fill in the blank, idk what was i doing)
sorry if i scolded you cause i really didnt do it on purpose.

talked with arianna at night about many stuffs.
couldnt sleep, we talked for 4hours on the phone, which we hung up at 3.30am.

2008-11-17T20:21:00.002+08:00

hahhaha. i am back to post le.
okay, today is okay but i got two major scolding!

first one.
i was working then the irritating boss came and spoke to me, he said, "i am very angry when you send the msg on the days you cant work because of church. can you not go for church and work for us instead"
my obvious ans: "no, i have to go." i mean that is why i quit hockey in the first place if i valued worldly stuff.
he replied :"i'll let you off for this time, but i dun want to hear anything about this anymore" then i was thinking, then what he wanna hear - last min stuf, i cant come right now on this second i am working?
anw, that wasnt all.
whatever, hahah, i dun care.

2nd one.
my aunt scolded me cause i come home late everyday.
whatever lor. dun care.
haix. i have to go home early alr lor. haix...

2008-11-17T19:40:00.002+08:00

#o1 . The person who taqqed you is ?
caryn

#o2 . You relationship with Him/Her .
shepherd/sheep.

#o3 . Your 5 impresion of Him/Her .
crazy, dao, zi-high most of the time, playful, funny.

#o4 . The most memorable thinq that He/She has done for you .
i forgot.

#o5 . The most memorable thinq that He/She has said to you .
can i dun say? hahha.

#o6 . If He/She becomes your LOVER , Thinqs He/She has to improve is ?
i dun wanna be les. hahha.
dun be so dao anymore.

#o7 . If He/She becomes your enemy , you will ?
i dun think we will leh.

#o8 . What is the thinq that you want to tell Him/Her now ?
hello, why do i own a cat. i dun want to... hahah.

#o9 . Your overall impresion of Him/Her .
siao.

#o1o . How do think the person around you will feel about you ?
idk leh.. anyone wanna answer this question for me?

#o11 . The character you love of yourself is ?
idunknow.

#o12 . On the contrary , the character you hate of yourself is ?
alot of things!

#o13 . The most ideal person you want to be is ?
wanna guess?

#o14 . For people(s) who cares & likes you , say somthinq to them .
hahah, idk what to say - is this a public declaration?!

#o15 . Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know they feel about you .
hahha. i am keeping caryn's order.

1. ♥ Angela
2. ♥ Steph
3. ♥ Chloe
4. ♥ Meimei
5. ♥ Tiffany
6. ♥ Yuwen
7. ♥ my sis
8. ♥ alexia
9. ♥ hazel
10. ♥ chermaine

#o16 . Who No.6 havinq relationship with ?
(yuwen)why you so interested?!

#o17 . Is No.9 female or male ?
(hazel)female. hahha.

#o18 . If No.7 & No.1o be toqether , will it be a qood thinq ?
(my sis and chermaine) crazy, les ah.

#o19 . What is No.2 studyinq about ?
(steph)alot of things! hahhas.

#o2o . When was the last time you chat with No.3 ?
(chloe) yesterday night on msn.
(complaining about cats, being thrown here and there.)

#o21 . What kind of music band does No.8 like ?
(alexia) ehh. i not very sure leh, you want me to call her now? hahhas.

#o22 . Does No.1 has sibilinqs ?
(angela) yes. hahha, a brother i think. hahhas.

#o23 . Will you WOO No.3 ?
(chloe) no lah. i dun wanna be les, chloe ah, you know what i thinking.
later someone jealous eh?!

#o24 . How about No.7 ?
(my sis) crazy incest ah!

#o25 . Is No.4 sinqle ?
(meimei) yeapp, but hor, meimei what about that person eh?! hahah, jkjk.

#o26 . What is the surname of No.5 ?
(tiffany) Ang.

#o27 . What is the hobby of No.1o ?
(chermaine) smiling to herself? hahha.

#o28 . Does No.5 and No.9 qet alonq well ?
(tiffany&hazel) erm, i think so...

#o29 . Where is No.2 studyinq at ?
(steph)why always ask no.2 about studies one ah.

#o3o . Talk somethinq about No.1 .
hahah, she's my shepherd who is crazy and funny! hahhas.

#o31 . Have you tried developinq feelinq for No.8 ?
(alexia) what kind you talking about.. haha, be specific lor!
well, she's my sheep now, what do you think. hahah.

#o32 . Where does No.9 stay ?
(hazel) sembawang? hahha.

#o33 . What colour does No.4 like ?
green is her most favourite one! hahha.

#o34 . Are you No.1 & No.5 bestfriend ?
(angela&tiffany) hahah, nope...

#o35 . Does No.1 has pets ?
(angela)nope... hahha.

#o36 . Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world ?
(my sis) hahha. what should i say?

#o37 . What is No.1o doinq now ?
(chermaine) idk leh, i am not stalking her, so i dun know.. hahha.

2008-11-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

hahahs. i am sorry that i didnt meet two people today.
really very sorry, i overslept today.
i woke up at 2plus, picked up tiffany's call and slept again, woke up at 4+ then i ate and watch tv, then meimei called me to tell me its 6+ alr, then i was like huh? really ah, then i realised that i didnt meet 2people. bath-ed and meet meimei, i had to rush also... sorry that i didnt meet you all!!

thank god that i met meimei today and changed her perspective about evaxing.
i think i was more choleric today and i was able to complete my objectives with her. hahhas. yeap. meimei, dun forget what i say okay!:D

well, i've just send a msg to the person i am working for,
saying the days that i cant make it
(& its alot of days, if he doesnt allow, then i will quit completely bah)
i send an hour ago but he didnt reply, so idk...
haix... i shall end alr... hahahs, byebye!

retribution for not saving souls?

2008-11-13T19:39:00.003+08:00

this really hit me really hard this week that there was this old man. i was waiting for the bus, so this guy approached me and told me in chinese,

"retribution retribution, if you do nothing. you should save the lives now you can save. you can save them. those whom you cant save, its too bad as long as you've done your best."

that day i walked past a few funerals too. and this stirred in my heart that, why arent the lives saved? i felt so useless that the people loved are dead - for eternity.

not that i dun want to do anything now because of my work but i think that i will still evax from a different/separate timing. & i taught alexia how to evax today though i didnt demo-ed for her, i hope that she has learnt something from me... hahha.

i guess everyone who evax must know this.

#1.you are not evaxing to earn credit.
(eg. i got more contacts then you/too bad your contact not coming, mine is/see i am working so hard and complain a whole lot of shit etc.)
i mean like you know that sometimes this kind of thing suddenly/somehow slipped out of our mouth or just want to like "attention on me,people" those kind of thing is like, (get lost, sorry but yeah) cause you want this kind of thing but really genuinely wanting to do something and well fruits will be given to you!

#2. the time we stayed doesnt matter.
it can be 2hrs, it can be 15mins. what matter most is what you've done. imagine you come for 2hrs but that only 2hrs consist of slacking, playing, chatting etc. i mean its okay to play but then we have to know that we have to fulfill what needs to be done. and like you know coming on time/informing that there is evaxing/who is coming is important, make jobs easier for those in charge of this if not you can plan it for them? but then again, we have to send a specific msg down as well if not people will complain that we didnt send anything down and all those whatever things.

#3. dun bother coming if your heart isnt right!
why? cause it totally dampens the whole mood of those who wants to evax and well guess what will happen next? everyone play. if you really dun want to come, dun come at all really. i know alot of leaders will encourage people to go but i think that if you are there to play, dun.

maybe all this you know it yourself but the thing is that it hit me so hard that i want to spill everything out about this whole evaxing thing that is happening.
i mean you will turn back and say i am not going down for evaxing anw.
but the thing is you are wrong. what you can see now might not prove it, just wait and see. i dun wish to say, "you know i have done so much" etc. that kind of thing is -_-''' i hate it. i would wanna do it before i say anything but i dun think i will say what i do either. who am i trying to kid?

we're known for our coffee but its the people that makes us famous -starbucks.

2008-11-05T20:07:00.005+08:00

hey, i am back to post le.. hahhas, its been quite a while since i posted, i just wanna update what i've been doing lah.. hahhs.

well, i've been thinking alot while doing this working thing.
and God really show himself real to me.
i mean like yesterday i was like arguing why did the stupid adults ran off without paying the pathetic bill and like i got scolded and everything lah cause i was the only one in the shop with a pregnant boss?
today, the auntie working with me was like i recognised those people so i can find them to ask them to pay.so they went to find and guess what, they even track down his house lah! hahahs.
this is just one of the few incidences that happen to me, i mean like he really turn things around making things that seem so unbelievable to find/believe to come true.
its really amazing!

i guess within this short week, i have learnt more things...
being a waitress is easy if you see it from far but actually its not that easy if you were to do it, really!
when i just went in, they teach me from the beginning, the posture, how we walk, how we dress, how we look and alot of things.
and i've been standing straight for most of the days till my back hurts okay!
like the first day, i couldnt sleep well cause i am not use to standing straight..

well i hope that things will go better as i max my time to the fullest! hahhas.
i have alot of things to post about but i dun have the time.. haix...

anw, to end my post,
steph.
happy birthday, hope you enjoyed your day with us yesterday yea? hahhas. jiayous for your o levels k, dun worry god'll pull you through. dun be too upset about that thing k! jiayou jiayou, i'll be here to give you a shoulder to lean on yea? hahhas. :D

took some weird test, my results.

2008-10-27T11:17:00.002+08:00

You are somewhat less outgoing than the average female is. Most
females like to keep themselves busy with continuous interaction,
conversations, and the company of others.
You also enjoy these things, but having some time on your own is equally important to you.You are more relaxed and calm than the average female and male are
when it comes to stress and feeling intense emotions. The average
female and male are more reactive to their feelings and mood swings
than you are.You care more about the feelings and opinions of other people than
most females do. Most females keep some space between themselves
and the problems of other people.
You try to as well, but often have a harder time doing it.When it comes to certain tasks, you are less organized and detail oriented
than most females are. On the other hand, you are more
flexible than the average female is. Both aspects will stand out to
people.

2008-10-22T22:03:00.003+08:00

hahha. i am in a high mood now...
hahah. i am like looking at hana kimi pictures..
wait ah...

hahhaha. finally i get to do all this after a long period of rushing here and there... ahahhahs. anw, i am lazy to post.. i shall post next time...:D see you tmr... byebye!!!

2008-10-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

hahha.
i am back to post le... hahhas.
today, was quite a funny day.
let's see, in the morning, we had to do some paper hearts waste time all the way till 9plus.
got back my history and chinese results.
I AM SUPER HAPPY WITH MY HISTORY RESULTS(30%)
i've got 79/100!:D HAHAHAH
but hor, my chinese is like 59?
yeap, but i'd still thank god for my results
cause i know he pulled me through my papers!:D HAHAHHAHAH!

we went together as a whole sec2 cohort to go watch movie in toa payoh.
hahha. not what we planned, the teachers planned and we watched free movie -_-'''
spiderwick chronicles.
i tell you ah. everyone is crazy there lor.
super funny, cause hor we owned the whole place all to ourselves during that time.
screaming and laughing super loud lor.
bought popcorn for the movie.
then miss koh was like can i have one that kind of thing.
then i was like hahhaha. okay okay.
i let her sit beside me!:D hahha.

after that, went out with meimei, tiffany and vivian.
we went shopping and ichiban sushi then went tiff's house.
i was surfing the net for a while until like tiff they all call me come out to watch the super juniors mystery 6 i think, it was about some ghost encounter.
YOU ALL should have seen what was happening,
i mean like i was staring at all of them that i want to laugh lor.
hahah. like both of them were like beside me

vivian: gone alr not gone alr not.
tiff : ahhhh! i very scared.
*hide under blanket*
meimei : *hides under alienated hands, eeks*
me : laughing at all of them!:D hahahs.

everyone's expression is classic. super funny!

hahahs. well, hopefully no one comes after me after i type this. hahhas. gtg le... byebye!:D

2008-10-12T13:30:00.002+08:00

horror is on its way,
if you keep living your life in dismay.
stumbled by the young,
pursued by the old.
a day will never rest without fail.
how then can i seek help for you,
if you keep holding on
and never let go?
tell me what i can do,
what i have to do.

cause there is no way,
you are going to change without you opening your life.
all i wanna know is not that i want to be kaypoh.
its just that.
haix. forget it. i dun even know why i am typing this.

sometimes in life we have to expect the least unexpected.

2008-10-12T12:56:00.003+08:00

why?
for the simple fact that when you expect what is expected of the outcome, you will think that actually i dun need a God thing in my life and furthermore with the fact that we feel superior is another sign that you are not submitting your self to god. in a sense that because you feel superior and therefore you are unable to humble yourselves down cause you might think that you are great which isnt that true, you get what i mean.

i guess the news for me was a bit sudden + shocking.
i mean, i will miss all the times all of us have together.
even though life has to move on,
i still feel a peck of, why is this so? ,
when i clearly know the reason why.
but still, i cant face up to the fact.

many people in our lives move on.
and that many people are always the one closest to us.
why is this so?
i dun really know, maybe its just that we have to rely on God alone.
times are good to share, but when the time frame is gone, its gone.
nothing can retrieve this time back.
if i could, i want to rewind the life back to when i was a kid.

no responsibility,
no real emotions that really hurt.
no nothing.
just a free and relax life.

i want to return to the life of a child,
someone that really rely on our parent(s)
the father up there, will feel our genuine love.
not like what 'adults' will say, how magnificent yet aren't genuine at all.
how fake the world really is.

Stability is the mark of a mature Christian.

2008-10-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

hello. i am back to post.
hahah. i've been thinking of the baptize name.
hahha, i dun really know what do i want for it to be my baptize name.

i thought of jayden
this name's meaning is "God has heard".
and you know the acronym name.
if i have this name is jlwl, which means , "jesus loves weiling!"
hahahhas, but i mean like i would want a middle name too... but thinking in process!
hahahs. yeap.

anw.
service, i was doing duty.
zyann thought i was 16.
hahha. i am mistaken for age of young as 12 to an age of 16 liao lor.
its okay.. hahhas.
anw, i messed it up as i forgot how to close accounts
shrugs... sorry... anw, we had clm.
it was quite funny as we see people dancing?!
i mean like alot of people kanna sabo-ed lor.
we had lots of fun there.
after that we meet up (my sis, elise, angela, yk and me)
and chat all the till 12plus.
went home around like 12.30.
i was like flipping and tossing around on the bed as i couldnt sleep.
the auto air freshener spray three times before i fell asleep.
haix... i think by that time was like 3.30-4am plus alr.
woke up around like 12.30? hahahs.

anw, i gtg le, i shall end off here with one last verse Malachi 2:2
hahahs, gtg le... byebye.

2008-10-08T21:59:00.004+08:00

hahahs, i am back to post alr.

fri.
was supposed to meet elise de but in the end didnt meet cause elise cant make it, so i went with tiff and chloe to queensway there.
tiff bought her contacts etc.
then we went home after that.

sat.
was supposed to wear the shades. but i really really couldnt find!
sorry! i was late for service - i overslept, haix.
anw, i was refreshed in the service.:D

sun.
i forgot what happen.

mon.
fasted for today, was with celesta, delcia, jervin, jiahui for recess. it was quite a funny convo between all of us but i forgot what happen alr. yeap. but i think its quite fun talking to them. hahhas. meet tiff, yuwen, meimei,caryn and chermaine after that.. hahhas, one by one came in to find us! hahhas. talked in macs then moved to kfc to eat! hahhas. homed after that.

tuesday.
i think its quite a long day for me.
i had exams first- lit and science.
i wrote so much so that my hands were super pain!
but still okay lah, hopefully i can score well bah.
went on for shepherding with tiff and thereafter clm.
daniel came for clm and like it was serious yet funny! hahhas.
after that went on for the team captain's course.
i think i was one of the craziest as usual. hahhas.
i was playing with the balloon at the counter.
melissa said i was too stressed up.. hahha, but i'm not lah.
i was mistaken twice that i was from north cause they say that i have the north look... then i was like okay... hhahhas.
the lesson was fun+funny.
had lots of fun there, got some of my questions answered.
going home i found a driver - hahahs, no lah.
the uncle could send me home as we are living near by(after weeks than we found out.)
so he drove me and eugene home.
he was talking about how corrupted the world is.
about chc, bgr, ministries etc etc.
it was quite a weird chat but still okay lah. hahhas.

wed.
i am a total pig today.
hahha, a rest day for me.
i slept from yesterday 10+ all the way to this 1+ woke up did my qt, ate rested and sleep again from 3.30-4++ then i officially woke up.
hahhas. after that, i msg-ed alot of people to ask whether how was their exams etc etc.. hahhas, thats all that happened. yeaps.

i guess that was about all!:D hhahas. i shall end here for now.. byebye.

2008-10-02T19:46:00.002+08:00

i think this few days have been quite a challenge for me.
i mean like i never liked to come out of my comfort zone to talk to people right, but then like within this few days i have gotten to know quite a lots of people after like i leave the clique, as in like i got to know people deeper than before.
i guess its quite a good thing.
went to the maths room with ashwini.
alot of people was there, e.g. puileng, debra, jessica. hahahs.
there was about like 7people in the room.
we talked around and everything. hahhas.

today, went to bugis with chloe and tiffany.
we walked around looking for stuffs.
after that we went peninsula plaza and central thereafter.
hahhas, i ate the cream until so shiok that i forgot that i have to rush home.
so stupid, hahha, i know...
nevermind. i accompanied my grandma to the clinic and came back and blogging now. hahahs.

yeaps.
basketball rocks & wu zun's basketball skills rocks too!!!!!
hahahahhaahhahahs, omg!!!!!!! hahhahhhas.
i wanna watch BUTTERFLY LOVERS
in today's lesson we watched the cartoon, super nice lorh!!! hahhas.
i dun care i wanna watch when it comes out!
anyone wanna watch call me then we all go together! hahahd:D
i shall end here and admire more...
jkjk... i gtg le byebye.

2008-10-01T21:31:00.002+08:00

caregroup today, hahhas.
we went tcc to study.
i reached there sort of on time..
hahahs. chatted with steph about ome stuffs and sort of like studied there till meimei and yuetong come. we were like enjoying our time there.
study + ice cream + chatting.
hahahs, while studying we saw my sis and also elise walking.
me&steph ran up to them calling their names.
after that we went back to study for a while then went popular to buy the assesment.
after that we went to buy my shoe.
went to eat again.
&went home after that.

tuesday.
i had lots of fun in the course today.
i was like totally went siao.
cause we were supposed to make paper cranes, then like my whole group dun know how to make, so i was like complaining.
"unfair, they know we dun know"
*my group found a method and made 2*
"ehhhhh!!! i dun know how to make!"
*time's up!*
"huh! i one also havent make finish leh"
after that we did a activity.
then its like i got so siao that i took all the paper cranes and started throwing at melissa. she threw at me back, we continued for a while then i decided to throw others, so i threw to sylvina. she threw to back to me also, so now i got two against n me, then i threw to eugene.
guess what, hahhas, everyone ganged up and threw at me!:(
hahhahas, but nevermind it was super fun!
went home at 10 then like it was raining super heavily!
all of us were like wet when we got to somerset.
took the bus to interchange, saw my sis and went home together... hahhas.

yeap, i think that is some of the interesting things that happened to me... so yeap... hahahs, really had lots of FUN there.

2008-10-01T18:58:00.002+08:00

i guess i totally locked up my previous blog alr.

anw.
just a few things that i have observed within this few days.

CG.
i feel that even though we dun feel like going for cg, we should go and not make up stupid excuses, if you think by lying you can get away with it - you are so wrong.
without anyone telling us, we still can find out from God what really is happening.
why is cg not like cg you may ask.
i tell you the reason(s) now.

firstly.
people think that by not going, by slacking with others or by themselves is better,
no doubt you will feel good. why cause temptations make you feel so good that you arent even realizing you are sinning. you cant prove me wrong by that cause all the reasons are not good enough to cover it up. unless you tell me that temptations are tempting for you - (please you are lying alr.) the satan dun tempt you with things that dun appeal to you but really something that appeal to you if not why is it called temptations anw?

secondly,
people think that false pretenses help them think that they are SO SPIRITUAL until they see the need not to come or either that they are just simply TOO IGNORANT as so to refuse to come. dun come and tell me all about God when you dun even know this god.
how can you talk about god hours by hours without knowing him at all.
& knowing this god means that you have to prove it with actions.
are you proving it at all? by what means can you say that you are proving it if you are not sure of what you are doing then?

thirdly.
shepherds themselves are not credible enough to come and thus sheeps dun see the need to come because the shepherds are not fulfilling/modeling the example to the sheep. its true right, your sheep would be thinking that why should i come when my shepherd dun even come.

fourthly,
people are lazy to come or simply dun bother to.
(this already tells us the attitude this person have towards God even though you dunno it in the first place.)
are you really for god or for only trying to fend yourselves.

fifth.
its because we see the people until very sian.
hey but the bible say "..let us not give up on meeting one another as some have the habit of doing so.." i mean like we shouldnt think of it this way but coming with sincere hearts and god will bless you for that! i'm very sure of it.

all this concludes and actually,
i think most of the thing that people do is purposely.
dun ask me why but i just know it.

anw, i cant stop you from not coming but you know that this is not beneficial for you & we are trying to help you to grow in your relationship with god.

2008-09-25T21:52:00.002+08:00

Tagged by MEIMEI
1. The first person who tagged you is: meimei lor.
2. Your relationship with him/her is: shepherd/sheep relationship.
3. Your Five impression of him/her:
lets see.
Meimei likes to talk alot.
Eat alot.
I think she is LAZY too
Middle name : hahha. i shall not say.
Erm,
Idk what to say le. hahha.
(too much to say)
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
er, i shall not reveal! hahha.
5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you:
erm can i not say?
6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
im not les. i dun wanna be also.
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she will have to improve on will be:
if she ever be:
1)AT LEAST SPELL MY NAME CORRECTLY LAH!
aiyo, hahhas!
2)gentleness - sit properly at least lah, aiyo.
meimei i bet you know what i wanna say alr.
hahha, whatever i always tell you to do.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
she will die under my hands!:D
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
too noisy.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
idk.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: funny!
12. How you think people around will feel about you:
i'm a pig - cause i overslept when im supposed to meet them - sorry.
btw, i slept for 13hrs yesterday:D
13. The characters you love of yourself are: i'm not noisy!:D
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are:
being not confident.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
need me to say further? JESUS!:D hahhas.
16. For that people who care and like you, say something to them:
thanks for being there for me when i need you!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you,pass to people who have blog only:
1. arianna
2. Steph
3. Chloe
4. Caryn
5. Tiffany
6. my sis - WEITING!:D
7. meirong
8. angela
9. chermaine
10. hazel
& those who see it tag me that you are doing it lor. hahhas:D

18. who is no. 6 having relationship with? God:D
19. is no.9 female or male? Female!
20. if no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they are not les also.
21. what is no.2 studying about?
hahhas, ask her bah/ too long to write.
22. when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
Just?
23. what kind of music band does no.8 like?
eh, i only know she dun like she.
24. does no.1 have any siblings? 1.
25. will you woo no.3?
hahha. chloe, you know my heart. i know you want someone else. hahha.
i wouldnt fight:D hhahah(:
26. how about no.7?
crazy ah, my sister leh.
27. is no.4 single?
Yes, but you know some hidden secrets can't be told huh.
28. what is the surname of no.5?
ang. but hor middle name hor...
haix. dun wanna say lah/
29. what is the hobby of no.10?
looking at kids. hahahs.

2008-09-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

i guess everything is settled alr.
i really wonder why people like to keep things this way,
they could have not done it but they do it.
is it to attract attention? is it purely anger?
or what is it, i really dun really get it.

i mean like everytime we get angry why is it that people have to use the f-word?
is stupid, why?
because you are just scolding it because "you think you are sooooo cooool to say it"
or either that you are venting your anger.
you could have use other word but why this word leh?

2008-09-21T21:43:00.002+08:00

i hate this my phone bill burst again!
- i am not going to lend more phone le!:(
shrugs. haix... settling this whole thing tmr. should be able to deal with it.
im gonna take my history - oral test tmr as well, hopefully i will be able to do to my best and not like forgetting anything on that spot. hahhas. yeap.
i wanna die le. haix.. i shall end here for now le bah, lazy to write anw. byebye!

2008-09-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

today, i didnt go school.
meet tiffany, went library to study then in the end, we ended up laughing in the lib.
the librarians came to us a few times to quieten us down.
it was super funny lah, she showed me some stuffs & i saw something.
she read a book called, a book of laughter or something like that.
it was sort of sick lah.
she said the book was for kids.
then i was like good for kids, you crazy ah, then the kids will be all sick!

anw, meet meimei as well.
we went to eat at some wulu part of bugis.
then they ate.
i was full so yeap.
talked alot there.
took bus back to tiong.
waited for elise, then went for clm after that.
it was funny.
hahhahahas, hurried off for the team captain's course.
while running, i bang into someone as the person was running as well.
luckily i was able to catch the bus.
rushed to meet the info comm people and went to eat at cafe cartel.
the food was nice but then the service was sucky!
better then nothing.
went for it, it was funny too!
i was like laughing like crazy.
all stared at me again!
end here for now le bah... hahahs.
byebye!:D

eileen ang said: eileen ang rocks!
anw. hahhas.

2008-09-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

today i initially had a bad day at school.
firstly, my mum ate my cheese cause she thought i bring home some snacks.
then i was unable to bring for home econs practical today.
secondly, i was late for school.
thirdly, i was drenched for being late for school.
& the last one i forgot, i think it is i forgot to bring something to school.

but i was blessed anw.
like i was able to pass up my work on time.
i think that i was really blessed cause me & arianna was changing ingredients with tiffany and vivian.
bell pepper with cheese. hahahs, yeap.

after school, went to back gate with meimei, tiffany, vivian and chloe.
hahahs, yeap. they all left except for vivian.
then annie and aulydia came along.
they were acting crazy there lor. hahhas.
super funny!
went off when my bus came and went to the lib.
studied and read some book!
super nice. hahhahs, i shall end here for now... byebye.

disregard?

2008-09-14T22:11:00.006+08:00

i feel that people like to be two-sided alot of times.
be it sub-consciously or consciously.
but all i know is that sometimes they act differently in front of leaders older.
how i know this?
- cause i just know, even without anyone saying.

i feel that this shouldn't be the case.
cause if you are this way, you arent being transparent to the leaders. &that, your ability to grow will be lesser just by being unable to account to them what is happening in your life then they can't help you grow to your fullest potential even if you want to grow more. if you aren't accountable to even a human being- how can you accountable to God? really!

you think being a leader is so easy?
try being one then testify it.
do you think by you not telling the leaders will help at all?
why do you think that they even bother asking about your life?
have you really ask yourselves this kind of questions before?

even how small a matter you should say.
by you not saying you know how they will get hurt?
- its already disregarding them.

lets say its a students, teachers and principal thing.
if let say a teacher make plans with other teachers about the students.
how would you as a principal feel? (if you were the principal)
obviously, you will feel sad and hurt by them not telling you what right.
you as a leader, as a member SHOULD SAY.
& not think that its unnecessary because at the end of the day, you will be judged accordingly to what you have done. account is commanded by God mind you! being a child of GOD, YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THIS!
i feel that this is absurd. how could you do this?

its only rightful that you apologise, why scold when you know that you are in the wrong? really, i dun get it.

whatever lah. i shall end here for now. byebye.

2008-09-14T21:33:00.003+08:00

hahahs. guess what am i eating now/
hahahs, i am eating mooncake with white chocolate champagne!~
super nice! :D hahhahhahahahs. i shall tempt you all more. hahhahas.
nevermind, i'm too lazy...
anw, today i slept till 8am, then i fell asleep again, woke up again at 12.30 then sleep and lastly woke up at 1.15pm.
rushed everything and meet chloe at 2pm.
reached there on time:D
bought sweettalk then went 6level to do our work.
finished everything by 5.30pm.
went to her house waited for her then went great world.
shopped there for a while and went home after that. hahhas.

yesterday.
had daniel's clm, then service, and lastly,shirley's clm.
had lots of fun yesterday, it was super funny if you see what happen.
(angela! hahhas.)
after clm, went to meet the rest.
played with chloe and tiffany.
chloe was throwing the grass jelly.
(reynard finished his drink, then we ate the ice and played with grass jelly)
i ran a few rounds cause chloe was chasing me.
it was super fun lah! hahahhahs.
went home after everything finished.
hahahhas.
well i shall end here for now. byebye.

2008-09-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

today, i had detention cause i was late on thurs to pass the shoe to tiff right,
so anw, i did my detention today.
super funny okay.
i went to the theattre there to help put the chairs in placing and like it was super funny anw. hahahs. i packed finished then the teacher asked me to go down help usher the crowd to the room, so i helped lah.
it was super fun lah. was playing there thats why... shhhhhh...

meet caryn then we walked around in tiong.
then it was super funny lor.

meet elise for shepherding after that,
i was laughing like crazy anw.
hahahhahahs.

i shall end here for now, i am too lazy to type alr. hahhas.

2008-09-11T21:52:00.003+08:00

hey, im back to post le.
today is kind of like boring.
i was super bored at school.
orals was super funny - we had lotsa fun there!
hahahs, orals was easy anw.
one weird question the teacher asked, "choose a person and tell me where he came from before the ceremony." then my first reaction was huh? took some time to check and finally chose the middle guy. hahahs. yeap.
meet meimei after school for shepherding, completed our work there.
& she said i was super random. yeap.
hahhas.

yesterday.
had cg, we saw an old man.
we thought he was watching his grandson at the playground so we ignored.
disappeared a while later he came and says,
dun fight, God knows, God knows in hokkien then disappeared.
i heard then i translated to the rest. hahahs.
we kanna shocked okay!
we continued talking again, he came back and said, peace then he disappeared.
its like God sent messenger because like we were talking about some stuffs in our cg.
yeap, i guess that night, we all drew a closer bond between people.
we have alot of pictures but its with steph. ask her to upload the pictures. hahahs.
yeap, hahahahs.

tuesday.
hapy birthday to my sis! hahhas.
meet tiffany for shepherding meimei joined along after that.
went for clm after that & was late, so i rushed for the meeting.
it was super funny, i was like one of the craziest there, playing like siao lor. hahahhas. had really alot of fun.
i am lazy to write alr. hahhas, byebye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-09-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

hey sis, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!:DDDDDDD
good luck for the rest of the day yea? hahhahahs:D
this is the start of your birthday!!

hey shanelle chan!
dun know if you are reading this, but happy birthday.
this is the 1st day 1st min of your birthday. wish you all the best yea? JIAYOUS!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!:DDDDDD

hey shanel.
its your birthday, 1st day 1st min of your birthday. hope that this year will be a fruitful one for you too! hahhahas. all the best.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!:DDDDD

okay, i shall end here with all this people.
hahahhas, got to go le, byebye!:D

2008-09-08T15:33:00.003+08:00

hey i am back to post le... hahhas.
i am using buan hua's laptop now.
&meimei is staring at the screen. hahhahas.
well, today is the first day of term 4, its super boring.
i got hit by janelle for sleeping - as commanded by ms wong, haix...
i only sleep for a min lor. haix.. but school today was quite okay lah. hahhash:D

now they are studying & i am shepherding tiff in a while's time. yeaps.

yesterday, meet wenxing to study.
she wasnt studying but asking me about the church.
she say she might come next week.
tiffany ang : weiling you go there then we have shepherding.
me : okay okay after i finish blogging.
tiffany : you know where anot... there!
pointing towards the middle of th cathay pond...
hahhas, i didnt know lor.

meet caryn&meimei at caryn's house,
watched some lame shows and went home after that. yeap.

sat.
went for petrocket in the morning-7.30am in bishan.
i sleep for only 2hr, my previous post was like blogged at 3.44am cause i was watching hana kimi - tiffany couldnt sleep properly casue i was going to the comp then bed, then comp then bed. hahhahs. anw, we sort of got a indirect scolding from the teacher anw. we got into finals at least.
went for service & fellowship thereafter, i was super awake even though i sleep late, miracle? hahahs. but when i went home, i fell asleep FAST! hahahhs.
i think, i guess, i shall end here for now!:D byebye!

2008-09-06T03:45:00.001+08:00

stayed at tiff house.
watched hana kimi, arent asleep yet.
hahahs, confirm tmr, die flat.
omg!!!!! wuzun and ella are damn sweet!!!!!:DDD
okay, i shall stop and get some sleep now! byebye!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:D

2008-09-03T13:16:00.003+08:00

hahas. we celebrated my bro's birthday today.
super funny, will post up the pics if i got the time.
tiff saw the pic, then she say look like reynard.
-the way he sit & smile & wear specs as well.
i agree!:D hahahs, yeap.

wednesday
we went for pet rocket, was late.
fun though, hahhas. (WE HIT THE TARGET!!!!:D)
tiff msged me on the study thing.
we didnt know where is KAP (king albert's park, located in bukit timah area)
we spam the calls on them - alot! hahhas.
tiff kanna scared by jeron (cause of the sleeptalking)hahhas.
FUNNY!!! i was laughing like mad!:D hahahs.
in the end, me&tiff waited for the rest until like 3plus going 4.
studied for a while then we went to watch wall-e.
its quite nice. watched with (according to seats.)
meimei, yuwen, me, tiff, jeron & quan kai.
gina & chermaine sit at the back cause they dun know where we sit.
went to pc-buck there slacked.
went home after that:D hahahs.

tuesday.
metamorphosis.
super fun, was late again... haix...
not on purpose lor!:(
we played the game later on around 2-3plus.
(according to how we stand- locking hands.)
we went as a unit lah cause only like 8people.
so its me, chermaine, meimei, meiyi, tiffany, nina, quankai & reynard.
meiyi fell down cause one pull one relax, so yeap.
played for a while & super funny!
went back for teaching,
my row - meiyi, me, chermaine & meimei } all fell asleep:(
i tried to keep myself awake though.
hahhas, prayed for the rest for the tongues.
got a word for nina.
so i pulled her aside after the whole thing and talked to her about this problem lah.
we bought macs, went to 6 floor couldnt find them, called and found them in meridien instead. pastor shirley & i forgot who- (was very funny)
me & nina laughed like mad. hahahhahahhahs.
they went back for meta and i went for the team caps course.
its super funny there lor!
i was the youngest there again, haix...
but they made a joke lah.
we watched basketball match there as well!
SUPER NICE!!!!!!:DDDDDDD
meet them again after that.
went home after that!:D
- it was fun.
hahhas. i shall end here for now.. byebye.

useless? judgmental?

2008-09-01T22:46:00.004+08:00

i strongly believe that no one is useless because we are created to help one another in whatever ways. just because we cant do anything now doesnt mean that we cant do great things in the future.
who knows how high you will soar until you spread your wings and try?
we cant determine it either right?
our talents might not all be discovered yet,
take the effort & find out what it is.
we might not know it ourselves but from people around us,
when people tell you that you are good at it that kind of thing? so yeap.
take time to consider why we feel this way,
is it because of people that made you have low self-esteem,
is it that we feel we cant do anything?
whatever the case, people have hidden talents that they might even not know it themselves so i feel that we should not have self-pity on like, hey i am useless.
God didnt make us to be useless, did he?
he made us so that we can help others in whatever areas they arent good at.

i feel that people also shouldnt too judgmental.
we can make judgments but we cant be judgmental.
like sometimes we feel that this person is wrong,
TELL THEM DIRECTLY.
know how much it hurts them when they know it at last?
how would you feel if people do this to you?
speak what is needed & not more than that.
look at who you are talking about & to whom you are telling it to...
what makes you think that they wouldnt get hurt in the process of you telling others about it? many times we are so selfish& think of only ourselves, dun care about the surroundings? even when people judge us we shouldnt do the same.
1 corinthians 4:12. i hope that we will try our best to do our to amend the situation. yeaps.

2008-09-01T21:52:00.002+08:00

well, i guess i am back to blog!:D
well today is stupid/
was late for pet rocket, cause i procrastinate so as to not get out of bed.
my mum woke me up @ 7am,
i said, school havent start lah, i want to sleep.
*-went back to sleep-*
woke up at 8.50am, then sleep again, woke up at 9.15 RUSHED OUT OF HOUSE & CHIONG-ed TO SCHOOL! super late, but at least i went.
didnt had as much fun as i intended it to be.
but i dun care... -_-'''

went library after that, i had no where to go.
so sad right, i know.
hahha, i spend sometime alone & felt like much relieve, like out of relating/fellowship too much and like really able to think of what i can do, what i should do etc. hahah. yeap:D

meet xueni first.
cause chloe with her friends.
asked her how is life in her church etc, that kind of thing.
really thank god that she is still serving God. hahhas.
we talked about random stuffs while waiting for chloe.
ate modanyaki with her & meimei called.

meimei ah, i dun know why you called me to tell me that!
... lame lah.

meet chloe after that.
shopped then we went home at 8-9pm like that. hahahs.
yeap, i shall end here for now. too lazy to blog le... byebye!:D

2008-08-31T22:03:00.002+08:00

i've just realised that i have been not able to do a lot of stuffs that i enjoy alot!!:( so sad lah.
i miss basketball!
i miss drama shows!
i miss alot of things!

catch up with my friends on fri for the teachers' day.
( weimei, shiying, chenying, chk, kaixin & yuhe.)
they are like so much more different from the past.
the way they relate to one another i felt weird.
maybe its just me & because i am in this school?

i felt that like they could relate better in a way,
they dun get like "erm, you like that person right" that kind of feeling but really genuine friendship that wouldnt like eh, you very close hor. but they know where they should stop and when they can play (if this person really like someone hor, sy!)
i felt like wow, okay. hahhas. had a enjoyable time with them anw.

blessings.
i felt super blessed by food this week!!!!!
-crabs, cakes, chicken chop & drinks!:D hahha.

studies, didnt do that well but at least i aced in one of it- history!:D
its really not me that did this well i mean, i thought i would fail! really, so really thank God for it!:D hahhas:D

TODAY!
hahhas, i am back to post about today, i spent the whole day at home cleaning up the house, its hardwork okay! hahhas. but had a sense of achievement when completed! hahhas, yeap. tmr got the stupid school lor. oh wells.
shall end here for now.

2008-08-26T21:25:00.002+08:00

hahha. i just took the personality test & i am ISFJ.
(Introverted: 33 Sensing: 12 Feeling: 25 Judging: 1 )
http://typelogic.com/isfj.html.
there is alot that sounds like me.

anw. got a few blessings,
all my exams passed.
my history got the highest few.
my bus come at the min that i was going to be late if it doesnt arrived & i came & i wasnt late!!!!! *three cheers!:D*
yeap yeap. a slacky day in school for me.
thank god, i was too sleepy to work it out! hahahs.
hahhas. well i shall end here for now yea? hahah:D

2008-08-19T21:37:00.003+08:00

i am attached.... hahah.
wanna know who?
i tell you its all of you know one! haha.

GOD!:D

what you thinking/ duh... i am not attached to a human being now. hahhas:D

2008-08-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg..............
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIM MEI MEI, WHY ANYHOW YOU TELL THE CLASS!!!!!!
I DUN HAVE STEAD LAH!!!!!!!!!!!

why would i wanna focus on relationship now?
crazy lor. i also dun have anyone i like ... -_-'''
wah shrugs!:( die liao. die liao.

Stoplight Faith‏, RISK?!

2008-08-18T21:56:00.003+08:00

Risk means there is a potential for loss. However, when God leads us to take a risk, then He is there whether we succeed or fail. He is there in the success and He is there in the failure. If He leads you to take a risk it may not always succeed in the way you think. In fact, it could even fail.

The only true failure is when we fail to take the risk when God is leading us to do so. Sometimes the fear of failure is the greater obstacle than the risk itself.

Has God called you to step out in an area that requires risk? This could be the place He wants you to move.
-taken from Prime Time With God

this might be what many of us really fear, the risk.
we sometimes focus so much on it and lose the time to do other precious stuffs which is not that wise, as our time is short. i think that whatever the case we should just rely on God, even worldly people know that without risk how can we gain more?
what is the point of us wanting to gain yet dun wanna lose?
if everything was like that, then there wouldnt be such things are risks alr what right? if everyone has this attitude towards risk, then no one would step out, no one will have whatever they wanted anyway.

i hope this proves my point of that we should take risks&step out of our comfort zone.&for me,i'm focusing on being more discipline&being able to managing time well.

to my sheeps;
i am willing to give you two shepherdings a week, as little time as i have, i would try my best to meet you if you give me the time to. if you dun bother, its fine with me, cause at the end of the day, its your own learning & i want you to take ownership of it. so i hope that with this, you will be able to know more of God's truth better and inspire you to take ownership of it.

all;
i've made this to all because the people out there, i want you to keep track of what i said & what i am gonna do, tell me if you think i am not doing to my best and maybe i will give you something in return? hahhas. thanks!:D

2008-08-18T21:21:00.002+08:00

yeah, i wanna thank God for my result.
elearning, bio, digestive system- oh man, know what, i aced it!
i got full marks! omg omg omg! thank GOD ALOT!!!:D
one of the top few in maths.
- the teacher asked me & tiff to stop playing but we were like huh?
*acting blur!hahhas*
super fun.

today happy that i was able to complete most of my 2 weeks task,(i forgot to do), in class, the teacher allowed us to complete it, then i chionged all the way & i finished within 3 periods for 4homework! hahha.
i really need discipline lor. haix.
i am one of the slack-ish person now!!!:(
hahah, but i am confident to overcome this man!

fasting, thank god tiff was with me.
i was super blur. i went to canteen, then i said i am hungry let's buy food.
when i was about to order,
tiff: "today we not fasting meh?"
me : oh ya, okay let's go buy drinks instead.
*tiff in bg -_-''' + laughing*
i was super blur but at the right time i remember-ed i was fasting.
hahhas.

shopping with steph & tiff.
we walked, talked & shop around.
hahhas, the convo was kinda weird but okay lah.
hahhas.

yeap, i guess thats about all that happened today.

You don't even need words.
open your heart to God and allow the Holy Spirit to guide the conversation.
Because when you do, you'll experience a freedom that goes beyond a script.

2008-08-17T21:05:00.001+08:00

some stuffs had happen. i shall not elaborate on it.

however the case is, god blessed me with my time with alexia.
i mean like she opened up her life to me, i got to know her more as well.
really glad that she wants to know more of God too!:D
hopefully, the stuffs that is happening to her will stop & she will be blessed by it.
thank God for her cause she made my day today!:D haha.

if u don't feel like u're getting e love u should get,mayb u shld ask urself if u're giving e love u shld give;

2008-08-16T22:10:00.004+08:00

let's talk about yesterday,
i forgot to hand in my work to the teacher. shrugs, hopefully she accepts it on monday!
haix, it is counted for ca leh, confirm die one lor!
went for pet rocket first.
its like super disorganised.
but anw, it was super fun.
i was late to meet daniel, shrugs, sorry! haix..

anw, cg was great, everything was super fun.
hahhas, in games, i wanna die laughing lor. hahah.
omg! should let you all see the video! super funny omg!
hahha. our cg duration was like 3hrs like that cause alot of a.d.d.
yeap, overall i think its quite good, newbies like alexia, yuetong felt that they wanted to come again as well! hahhas. yeah thank God for that!:D hahhas.
went with yuetong and meimei for their shepherding.
yuetong is super cute! haha.

shall end here le bah... hahahs. gtg le. byebye.

2008-08-14T22:20:00.002+08:00

went to meet elise today with chloe for shepherding,
we went shopping lor. hahhas.
okay at first,we went to great world to eat.
hahha, i didnt eat in school so i can go eat in great world.
hahahs. chloe was like typing in chinese, then i was like hahhas, cause i mean like she doesnt really talk chinese so its like weird to see her type chinese? hahhas.
we walked around great world, slacked & we went off to hp.
hp is super wulu.
we sort of like missed the stop lor.
then cause we dun know how to go, then we went to take the cab to hp there,
slacked there again... :D hahahs.
we drank milo+ eat sweets.
slacky lor! hahhas.
went home after that!

p.s. i ate a lot of sweets!:D hahahs.
i shall end here for now... byebye!:D

2008-08-13T21:18:00.003+08:00

okay, i shall post about today, i went for school then it was quite okay.
i did the test and it was okay lah, i was rushing like mad for history.

super weird lah, its like every time i try to tell my friends i dun have stead/bf, then they dun believe me, they were like dun bluff lah aiyo, then i was like crazy, i not interested. then they were like you crook, then i was like obviously NO!!! -_-'''
i mean like i was like huh? crazy ah. haha.
*ignoring in process* hhaha, i dun feel like writing le, so i shall end here!:D hahahs.

2008-08-12T20:11:00.003+08:00

well, today is quite a accident day.

firstly, in school i fell down cause tiffany said some things, then i chase her.. then you know when i run fast, i cant turn, weird but then ya. so i fell & slide on my knee.
it isnt pain but the thing is that it is super big + it is bleeding. the wound is like the knee the flat part, not curved. hahhas. yeap..

secondly, carpark. talking to elise, my sis& tiffany.
we talked for a while, then suddenly tiffany wanna fall, then she grabbed me, then i pulled her back, then i moved forward to stable myself, then she moved forward also.
then in the end, we hit until one another. she kanna the head, i kanna cheekbone.
wah, omg, it was super pain okay!

thirdly, though this is not a accident but anw.
hahas, i kanna scolding from my uncle for something that i didnt do.
idiot lah, he said like its my fault that the house phone didnt ring.
then i was like please, its not me that touch the phone until like that lor. yesterday i used the phone also like that. he's like everything against me.
so wahetever lah. irritating lor. *ignoring in process*
thats my complain for today.-_-'''
hahas. oh wells, nevermind.

yesterday.
stayed home till 12pm going 1pm, hurried out to meet tiffany to make her ezlink.
reached there, then she said she found it, i was like okay. hahas.
so we went library to meet the rest.
they were like discussing about some weird stuffs.
i was like its not me or not like me at all, etc etc.
flipped the book for a while, got tired, read story book! hahha.
went for movies - money not enough 2.
its super touching (i cried, shrugs, emo now? hahhas, no lah!)
"i know how to spell manager, M-A-N-Y-Z-E-R.
i also know how to spell director, D-I-E."
omg, super funny! hahhas.
went to some wulu place to slack then went home after that.

well, hahhas, i shall end here for now le... byebye!:D hahhas.

2008-08-10T16:53:00.002+08:00

okay i am back to post le.. hahas.
today.
at home the whole day. hahas, my grandma asked me to do house chores.
i actually didnt wanted to do but i did it in the end lah.
i mean like through this i felt that like doing housework really takes alot of discipline which i dun really have, so i mean like I doing this... is really... wow.
i am really amazed that with a little discipline, so much more can be achieved, so much more can be done. if i had this type of discipline plus with much help to do what is needed to be done, results will be more that i can imagine especially to my studies + ministries. "little is much when God's in it," putting this little faith into maximizing discipline with the help of God, what is there that i can't achieve more?
i remember that steph prayed for me once in cg & my word was discipline as well.
hopefully this is what i can achieve by this year.. yeapp hahhas:D

yesterday.
morning, meet caryn, ate at bk, then we went to istana there/
guitar class, super funny.
yk came, then i stop playing. he go then i play.
caryn asked me to play in front of him, then i was like dun want lah. hahahs. super funny. played for quite a long while then around 12.30 went with felicia & caryn to centerpoint to meet chermaine, then i hurried off to go for info comm for my duty.
it was super fun there... we played with the guitars, jokes, etc. hahas.
went for central b event, it was quite fun there.
we stayed up to like 2.30 before we went home.
btw, it was am, not pm.
hahas, couldnt fall asleep, but tried my best to.
fall asleep around 3pm like that. hahas.
yeap, i shall end here for now.. byebye!:D

2008-08-05T09:45:00.000+08:00

hey hey, i am back to post. & tiffany and is just beside me yawning,
hahhas. chatted in msn & she spammed my comp!!!!!!!!
haix... oh well. shrugs lah, i havent complete like 4 of the assignments in elearning lorhx... stupid lah, make until so complicated, we cant like do.
omg, i feel pressurized that tiffany is staring at me when i type.

(said by)
TIFFANY; I'm playing with my fingers , stop saying me please , i'm a nice kid , HELLO !

...let's ignore her. she's been zi highing in my house ever since she chatted on msn.
oh wells. now you know what not to let her do when she comes your house! hahhas.

yesterday.
in school was boring as usual.
went to meet daniel with tiffany&stephanie after school.
we went taka art friend there, then we went to america's room.
i was so much like sabo-ed by them.
tiffany & steph was like tempting me with the icecream.
i was like wahlao la.
went for the wfl etc etc.
went out with my sis after that... hahahs
super funny lah.
oh wells, i shall end here for now...
hhahhas.:D byebye.

2008-08-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

i just took a test &
i'm Phleg Chole. hahas.

yesterday,
went for the interview, it was quite okay lah,
i was like struggling of what to say but managed to say it out.
went for clm, after clm was very funny lorhx. haha.
yk & angela zi high there, me & elise was like haix... hahhas.
funny lah, yk caught elise unglam shot, then send over to my phone.
we were in cathay until like around 11+ then we went home.
omg, super funny.

friday,
school was okay, finished my 2.4km, i almost puke but luckily i didnt.
anw, went to smss to evax.
it was quite okay.
i saw 2 nanyang girls, they kept staring at me.
so i was like telling winniw, steph and meimei
those two those two, meimei and winnie went to outreach to them
& they came for service yesterday & converted! wow right? hahhas.

thurs, went to evax in queensway,
we kanna lots of rejections
but we had fun just evaxing together right?

alot of them say got tuition need to rush off,
if not is got church alr etc etc.
the guys that chase after the contact was funny cause counter attack!
overall, it was fun.
mrt travelling for prayer meet was funny.
anw, prayer meet was good. i pray for the new believers holy spirit bap.
hopefully everyone received their tongues alr...
meet angela after that,
the chili seed went into her eyes, i kanna shocked.
i didnt know what to do or what i can do at that point of time.
but, its okay alr, hahhas.

wednesday.
pet rocket.
oh man, i am happy & contended of my work with tiff:D
ours shot the straightest for now but it is 2.3s to reach the 25m.
the time is suppose to be 2.0s, oh wells, we will just try our best then.
went to the floorball there see, then went to meet meirong alr.
hahhas, she surprised me with my bday present.
hahha, thank you!!!:DDD
we chat for a long while & homed after that.

tuesday.
clm, it ended super fast.
i went home after that.

monday.
went for clm.
was late cause of pet rocket.
pet rocket dragged the whole thing lor... haix..
somemore being in the committee then i need to like stay & clear up before i can go off so i was late... haix... after that, the bus took 20mins to come.
i was like going to lose control & "kill" the driver alr lor.

hahhas, yeap i guess thats the review of my whole week!:D hhahas, shall end here for now... byebye.

2008-07-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

today, woke up late, so i couldnt go for hopekids, sad lah!:(
anw, meet chloe and tiffany before stop meeting.
we played daiti as usual and when its time, then we went to find the rest outside macs.
we saw meimei and caryn, so we were like okay you all take over the place while we buy food, so we bought the shilin chicken and sweet talk then we went back and wait for the rest. hahhas.the worship was good, really! hahhas:D the teaching was funny.
stupid tiffany, make me spill my drink... hahhas. went to library after that.

at night, super funny.
i returned + borrowed the books.
went out of library, then there was a few guys who was calling my name.
i turned, then i didnt see any familiar faces so i thought it was a prank.
awhile later, they called tiffany also.
we didnt care and continued walking lah.
they continued calling.
so, we got fed up, then we stopped at the touch community centre the seats there, we sat down and waited for them to come and approach us.
then they sort of hesitated for a while, then they cross then they walked different ways. we got up and stalked them. (dun get the wrong idea, some are ugly ones btw.)
they got scared then super funny lah, they sort of ran.
we walked faster, they walk even faster.
they made a turn into some ulu place, so i was like dun care them, then tiffany walked me home.. hahhas, yeap.
if tiffany wasnt there, i think i would have just ignore them, (who knows, i might be stalked. -_-''') shall end here for now.. hahhas. byebye.

2008-07-25T22:15:00.001+08:00

yesterday, school was okay lah.
went to vivo, then took 166, cause we thought that we can go queensway there.
then in the end, we went to united square, so we had to travel all the way back.
was late for an hour, we gave them the chicken wings in return.
they then played the i bless you, you bless me, then i bless you back with the chicken wings... hahhas. super funny. then we carried on with the planning for it.

today, was late for school, not on purpose, (i was caught!)
anyway,school was boring lah.
after school, went with tiffany to meet stephanie and chloe then we ate at mos.
then chiong all the way to meet the rest at cityhall mrt.
there were quite alot of latecomers including me.
we played whacko, then the hide-and-seek,find the game master.
after that we went to buy food and went home.
but the whole thing was super funny lorhx... hahahs. :D

2008-07-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

"You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit - fruit that will last" (John 15:16).

2008-07-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

back to post.
school was okay today.
was supposed to meet zihwei for shepherding today but she had band so... oh wells.
meet jiaman instead...
she came my house and we did the history project.
we were like dying lah... hahhas.

scene:
walking to my house..
me: i want to die already!
*car rushed past through, jiaman pulled me back.
jm : crazy ah! you almost kanna bang down by the car.
me : i told you i want to die already, hahhas, i can see the future.
jm : -_-'''

again the same scene happen in different place.
talking + sending her home,
*car came forward, jiaman pulled me backwards, car went backwards.
jm : weiling!! crazy ah, second time already, i wonder how you go home everyday.
me : i wonder the same too... hahhas.

funny lah... oh oh.
i need to do my work already, i shall post again next time... :D hahhas.

2008-07-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

omg, my bill came.
guess what.
balance brought forward from the previous bill 26.55
total amount due : 53.74
actually, i hit 26.55 + 12 + 109.40 + 15.10} total of my bill.
but wow, i am happy, cause dun know why, my bill last month was canceled.
plus i
- outgoing : 15.04
- incoming : 80.95
- messages : 15.04

total amount due : 27.19.
the previous bill, i dun know if i need to pay anot.(not my fault,i didnt receive it last month.) haix... oh wells... hope for the best.:D

today, discuss on the mcg for this fri.
the prayermeet next week with csidm.
it was kinda funny + we ate chocolate cake!:D
i brought home the cake and it melted.. sad lah. haix..
had shepherding with tiff.
super funny lah.
(tiffany, the bb?)
remember? hahhas. secret between us...:D hahhas.
well i gave a sermon book for tiffany.
jiayous okay!:D hahhas.
i shall end here for now! byebye.

2008-07-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

hahhas, finally i am back to post!:D
after a long break like 6days? hahas.
anw, today, went for central prayermeet.
i'm really glad that tiffany came (without me "forcing" her to come)...
hahhas,the whole group- us+ chloe,meimei came on time as well!:D hahahs.
working towards a group that is seldom late, yeah!:D
hahahs.

sunday.
went hopekids, it was quite an enjoyable time there.
took a picture of the altar call, super cute lah.
after that, went on to marina there.
discuss some stuffs on the mcg this week with chloe, isaac and jeron.
after that we split.
followed chloe to buy some stuffs then went homed.

sat.
a miracle took place in the park,
those who went, remember the rain that stop because of our prayer.
wasn't that amazing,
people who didnt went, you totally miss it!
hahahs, oh wells.
the clique was great.
puileng came!:D
had lots of fun then.

fri.
cg, we prayed for one another in the spirit.
was kinda nice, cause we had a word lah!:D hahhas.
super funny.(hahahs... chloe & csidm people you should know.)
went for floorball.
but not to play floorball but to play basketball.
actually was me, steph and meimei playing.
then slowly people came up and played with us.(girls lah)
then in the end, crescent vs. stc.
we didnt win but we did had lots of fun!:D
play for quite long then all the guys came up and ask us to play floorball and they play the basketball. but we didnt move for a while.
we continued playing until like, we were like aiya... "never mind lah, let then play then we went down and play the floorball.
hahhas. after floorball,me and chloe called(hahhas, i shall not reveal the secret), anw, we went to eat. homed after that.

2008-07-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

tagged by KHONG LOO SIN! hahhas.
---
You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY!
& tag 6 peoples to do this !
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1. Are you currently in a relationship?
what do you think?
(hahahs, i am not, in God only? hahahs.)

2. Have you ever been given a rose?
no... not interested now.

3. Are you happy right now?
what kind of happy?

4. Would you marry for money?
of course no lah, i would rather support myself.

5. Are you worried about anything?
yea, but i am not gonna spill it out in this question!

6. Have love but no money or have money but no love?
Have love but no money.
-God will provide a way for me! hahhahhs.

7. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
as for current situation - no. hahhas.

8. Have you even fainted?
no.. i dun think so.

9. What time do you normally get up during weekends ?
sat - 12pm/1pm.
sun - 8.30am (for HOPEKIDS!:D)

10. The person you're with right now, do you want to spend your life with?
erm...
with God, definitely.
with family, obviously.
with ?, i dun know, i also dun have now... hahas.

11. You are more interested in food or drink ?
food. but drinks is CHOCOLATE ICE-BLENDED!:D hahhas.

12. You prefer to work in a group or alone?
Groups, but sometimes,(when things aren't done), i would rather work alone.

13. Have anything stolen before?
ya, let's see,
my money, my pencilbox, my pens, my books etc.

14. Do you believe that you truly only love once?
erm, i dun get it.

15. Work at Mcdonalds or starve?
work lah.

16. When you first fall in love, u feel it is in your heart or head?
Heart, obviously!

17. When you cry or sad, who normally cheers you up?
depends.

18. Do you like anyone ?(except your family members)
wanna guess?

(my friends lah.aiyo... hahahs, anything else, i dun think so.

19. Do you laugh often?
yeap/ even when times aren't that laughable.(not in serious stuffs...)

20. Are you a funny person?
i dun know, you can ask around though.

1.my sister!
2.angela!
3.stephanie!
4.chloe!
5.caryn!
6.tiffany!
7.zihwei!
anyone else who wanna do!:D hahahs.

2008-07-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

well, i guess i am back to blog! hahahs.

today i went hopekids.
they have really grown alot!
now, they have their own altar call&all this people received tongues at such young age!
hahahs, (i am sort of jealous but. hahhas, its okay.)
went library to return my sis books.
i finally found the book, cross my heart and hope to spy! :D
i am contended now! hahas. well, i guess this reminded me from what ihave learn in hope kids, i mean this young kids, have just one desire - that is to please God.
and their spirits are like "WOW!"
though they cant speak in tongues, but the atmosphere was just totally amazing!
can say i was refreshed there.
meet meimei and yuwen soon after, they came and visit me.(:

12july/
was really glad that tiffany, amanda came after much persuasion.
this two pigs this time didnt oversleep! i thank god for that. hahas.
mignon didn't reply me lorhx.. haix... well i also have been blessed to have a vistor, reddenna, she is one who is ready to learn from us, as what i can see now lah. hahas.

11july./
school was okay, but i was sort of irritated by this person.
shes been having moodswings and i got pulled down because of that.
in any case, i will just ignore. then i didnt even get to change lah.
& some more, i am always the one caught by my teacher that after recess never change.
why? - because the rest are self-centered, take their own sweet time to come down, then i got no time to changed. i shall ignore again.
went for evaxing!:D i guess tiffany really grew!:D
like we didnt really say hey you must that kind of thing, but she volunteered her service to us and evaxed alongside with us. through this, i can say we got to know 2J people more and we will continue to work on them! yeah!:D
after that we went on for floorball, i played a game.
but what i wanted was to play BASKETBALL! :(
haix... oh wells.
it was 7.20pm so i rushed for the ctm.
the atmosphere was good, its kinda fun.
i prayed for joannelee, (while i was praying, i saw a chocolate cake flying with the word reward), i'm glad i was being used!:D
was prayed for by pastor michael anw! hahahs.
homed soon after.

10july/
hahhas. need i say anymore?
received message after message of wishes from many people!
hahhas, really want to thank them for the message(:
first thing in the morning, saw annie.
she hugged me and wished me happy bithday. hahahs.
then went to class, more people came and hugged me also.
i was like hahhas, okay.
after school, went to billybomers. hahahs, it was funny.
cause of all the songs (oldies for instance)
they were joking around with the songs, super funny.
soon, steph and angela had to leave.
so me, elise and chloe went shopping!:D
hahhas, didnt see anything i like but hahahs,
its fun just to walk around and see them try on stuffs.
so... hahahs.
went home after that! hahhas.

shall end here for now! hahhas, byebye

2008-07-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

i guess its been quite a while since i have posted.
well, hahhas, actually i am not very sure of like what to post and everything but
just start on how's my day shall we? hahahs.

school today was interesting for once.
hahahs, well i was late today but its because of my stupid cough!:( haix..
i sneezed throughout the day as well!
(dun say someone thinking of me or something okay! hahhas.)
my new lit teacher right, mrs karen.
because she sort of have a weird smell on her, then when she enters the room, everyone started to spray perfume/deodorant in class!
it lasted for quite a long time before everyone could settle down for class.
i mean the whole thing was so funny that its like we cant stop laughing.

for art lesson, finally my work was there.
i mean because i always forget to bring stuffs for art.
mr seow said that my shading was better than my outlining
then i was like hahahs, okay okay that kind of thing...

childcare center.
this naughty boy, haiyang, like to say vap, which equals to very atrocious person.
he is super cute but super naughty.
i played with this two girls also.
i carried them around, then when the teacher came back, then we pretended to be very guai and everything. they were super cute, but you know must have limit one mah, so we did finish what we were supposed to do.
we had our lunch there as well.

tiong park.
slack there with tiffany, saw yuwen stuck up on the train.
caught the pic but am lazy to post... hahahs.

csidm.
it was fun+funny. hahahs.
i think thats about for now, post another time!:D hahahs

2008-07-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

back to post about today,
today is quite an enjoyable day,
had cg in wild wild wet! hahahs.
played a lot of games and lots fun there.
some of the pics are in caryn's blog...
hahhas, i am lazy to grab and put it here, you all can go her blog and see. hahahs.
well, i shall end here for now... i wanna watch sa... so, hahahahs. byebye.

2008-07-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

behind every face, there is a story written on us.
behind every story, there is always a thing called sin.
behind every sin, the author's flesh was sliced.
behind every slice, the blood was paid just for us.
behind every drop of blood, was salvation that saved you and me,
behind salvation, is the work of God.
behind all this was all because of YOU!

2008-07-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

hahhas. just now i went to ally carter's webpage and took the test..
this is what it says :
I'm sorry, the Gallagher Academy for Exceptional Education is not currently taking applications. (But if we were, we'd totally take you!)

hahhas. anw, the book 3 is coming out!!!! omg! hahahs. i wanna read!(:
anw, its called TOP SECRET, they are sort of like doing the storyline etc if i am correct... hahahs.

today, me & meimei evax in bukit merah,

because i was caught in school by you know who.
he sort of like say,"i will not allow you to be quitting hockey, you can do your work outside but you cannot quit hockey, your friends & coach wouldn't allow you as well!"
i was like huh?! what like that, why others can quit, i cant?
i really wanted to just fall and say like it isn't worth my time as what i can see now but i couldn't say it, maybe its just me but i felt lost. i mean i was so determine to quit hockey to join a new slack cca so that i can concentrate more on my ministry.
Then he started saying like "you should have balance between everything and not just on family and church but as well as school. i want to see your pastor someday."
I KANNA SHOCKED. i was thinking, "what am i gonna say. say okay lor or remain silent or ignore, but then again, he might let my family know, then i die. haix...

right now at this very moment.
weiling is currently lost in the world and does not know what to do. how saddening.

anw about the evaxing thing, we've got 2 responsive contacts from bmss, sec3s. hehs.
hopefully they can come...

on my way home, saw mandy and felicia.
i know that mandy went, but i didn't know that felicia went queenstown!
didn't get a chance to talk cause my bus came immediately, so i went home!(:
hahahs. slacking currently... :D hahhas. will get on to my work in a few more mins..
hahahs, i shall go off now... byebye!:D

2008-07-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

hahahs, i am back to blog. (wed)
I AM BROKE! i just gave my 30bucks to my aunt for the chicken wings.
i haven't receive the money from the bbq yet!
( :( i took from my savings anw, haix...)
okay.. i shall talk about my blessings today.
even when i woke up late,
- i caught the bus/
- the school started late, so i wasnt counted as late.
- my bro paid my lib fines for me.
- tiffany shared her life to me,
- meimei is evaxing tmr.
- jiaman is coming school tmr.
- my sore throat is better than yest night.
- alot of my classmate are able to come!!!:DDD (hopefully nothing crops up)
- i didnt get scolded in school today.
- i've got the biscuit from angela(:
- found the book i wanted/
had lots of fun!:D HAHHA!
hahahs, just now there was a cockroach that went pass my house.

the cockroach chase my grandma, my grandma ran, then she hide in the toilet! she is super cute!! hahahs. anws, meet angela today!:D

yesterday.(tues)
i reached school at 6.30am.
miraculously?! :D hahhas.
did qt in school, it was super quiet.
it made me think like:
what if our school do not complete?
what happens if it were to just collapse because i dun take care of it well?
what if there isnt anymore yhope people in stc?

its not all negative, there is some positive ones like:

this feeling, what if we all gather there and do qt together, sharing lives early in the morning like what jesus did?
it really did refreshed me when i start the day right - i didnt like arghh, school again but more of like i can take the challenges!:D

i guess i need to work harder and not see that this happens.

the day before yesterday/(mon)
monday school is ...
nvm... hahas, anw i went to central clm.
it was very fun/ (i saw angela do a weird thing.. hahhas, she knows what it is)
we were like told to pray for a person that we dun really know and they are not suppose to tell us what they are struggling with.
i was like really ah, sure or not, what if its not from God but myself lehx that kind of thing, but i took courage and prayed anw!:D hahahs.
well i shall end here for now... byebye!:D

2008-06-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

Was tagged to do a survey by caryn.

1. What's more important?
that will depend on what is your definition of what is important

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
unless you say that when its flat is counted.

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
i was lying on my bed turning 360degrees? hahhas, no lah. sleeping lor...

4. When did you last cry?
i forgot, months ago.

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
waffles.

6. What do you want in your life now?
concentrate on my studies + ministry & GOD.
others can wait.

7. Do you carry umbrella when rain , or you put up a hood?
i just walk under the rain...

8. What is your favorite thing to put in your bed?
pillow/blanket/bible.

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Shorts.

10. What is the nicest text in your inbox says?
you can check, i have to flip through 930+ msgs to find the nicest one.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
that will depends on what relationship you are referring to.
family - no.
friends - i dun think so.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
shaolin girl... (its super funny!)

14. What are you proud of?
i dun know lehx..

15. What does your oldest text in your message says?
i forgot.

16. If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to?
taiwan/england.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
obviously..
primary school nicks are so much better than secordary school.
(cause secordary nicks are not nice at all, well at least they dun appeal to me.)

18. What does your last received message says?
stats pleasee.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1plus.

20. Are you currently happy?
yes but no.
no is because school is tmr, i dun like school!!! :(

21. Who gives you best advice?
alot of people/

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
yea.

23. Who did you talk to on phone last night?
my aunt.

24. Is anything bugging you now?
yes. this is long winded.

25. What/who was the thing/person made you laugh?
alot of people.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
dun have lah.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
some weird person.

28. Have you ever had your heart brokened?
i dun think so as for now.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
irritating.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yeah, but thats in primary school, one person.
currently, no...

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
drink.

32. What is the colour of your room?
blue+yellow.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion $$?
obviously no.

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
ya.

35. Who was the last person who lied in your bed?
Me, myself and i. hahhas.

36. Who was the last person who hugged you?
i forgot.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
i didnt kiss anyone to be exact then how can i see?

38. Do you have a life?
obviously, if not i would not be typing...

39. Have you ever think someone died but they really didn't?
nope...

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
no song.

41. Who was the last person you saw in the dream?
i only get deja vu, no dreams...

42. Last time you smiled?
a while ago.

43. Have you changed this year?
ya... i think so.

44. What are you listening now?
TV.

45. Are you talking to someone when doing this?
my sister.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open & close... cause i blink my eyes.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
#1.do your best and let god do the rest
alot more, but i dun wanna type... too long.

48. Do you want someone you cant have?
no one.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
obvious.

50. What was the worst idea you had this week?
i dun know.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
at a wedding dinner, eating.

52. Are you happy to your love life right now?
obviously, i wouldn't want anything more than this for now... :)

53. What song best describe your love life now?
better than life?

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
obviously.

55. Who always make you laugh?
it depends/

56. Do you speak other language other than english?
Chinese.

57. Favourite website?
wuzun & ella http://minami-maki-fan.livejournal.com/">S.A (Special A)
alot more... hahhas.

58. What is your middle name?
i dun know as yet, no christian name until i baptise, then i tell you? hhahahs.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
School.

60. What do you think you are like?
an extreme person.

61. Who will you chose to die with?
that will depends.

62. Where have you been today?
at home.

63. What games do you play often?
my phone, diner dash.

64. Who you missing now?
everybody!:D

65. If you have to chose between friend and love which would you chose?
if i choose friends, we will naturally love.
if i choose love, we will naturally have friends.
so... you can decide it for me.

66. What are you doing now?
answering this?

67. Which primary school are you in?
blangah rise.

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
brown , blue , white. :)

69. What emotion do you like to show?
:D

70. What is life to you?
life is life.

71. If you have something troubling you , what will you do?
be silent. (Pray to God)

72. Who did you last chat in msn with?
yuwen.

73. Who you admire most?
i never thought of it.

74. Which month are you born in?
july.

75. How are you feeling right now?
bored.

76. What is the time now?
9:58pm

77. Where are you now?
Home.

78. What colour did you used to dye hair?
i didnt dye... but its dark brown. hahhas.

79. What is the highest alcohol % you ever drink?
idk - ask my family... hahhas.

80. What do you do when you are moody?
keep quiet. ignore the people around me?

81. At which age do you wish to get married?
25? :)

82. Who is more important to you?
God, family, friends.

83. Do you think you have enough confident?
idk... my personality test says i have lots.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
what do you think? hahhas.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
Yes.But however when i am moody, i see it as otherwise.

86. If you have a dream come true what will it be?
(current?) i want my school to be more committed in things that we are doing in god for god.

87. What is your goal for this year?
i have alot, you can ask me on msn if you want.

88. Do you believe in eternal love?
isnt it obvious/

89. What feelings do you love most?
i am not very sure exactly.

90. Do you really think its global warming now?
yes! its super hot now!!!!

91. What feelings you hate the most?
irritated.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
obviously.

93. Do you believe in God?
obvious/

94. Who cares for you most?
God ,family, my friends. :)

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
what do you think?

96. What will you bring when you fight?
if you dare, fight then it might show how i will fight.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
weird question, i dun wanna ans.

98. What will you feel when nobody cares for you?
whatever lah. hahahs.

99. Who do you wanna be like in the bible?
Jesus , paul, david. hahahs. alot lah!:D

100. What happens if the world ends, how will you feel?
its unfair! haix... i guess we have to do our best and let god do the rest! hahas:D

Remove one question from above and replace with your question.

Tagged : People who i have link that have not done this crazy 100 questions. :D

2008-06-29T21:20:00.001+08:00

today is one slacky day.
hhahas, i woke up at 2pm officially.
actually, i woke up at 3am, then i went back to sleep, woke up again at 11am.
walked to the toilet with a blank emotion.
my grandma is chao cute, she bend then she said
"you know where you are going a not" in chinese, then she started laughing.
i was like... blank.
went back to sleep after that.
woke up at 2pm arranged pillows and went down to buy food for my uncle.
brought fries for myself.
hahhahs, played games on the phone and also ps2.
then used the comp.

special a is super nice! i saw the spoiler till chapter82!
it rocks!!! kei and hikari is super sweet lah! omg! :D

doing nothing much today... but anw SPECIAL A ROCKS!!!!!!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahahs, shall end here for now... byyebye

2008-06-29T16:58:00.001+08:00

Precious Lord Take My Hand

Words & Music by Thomas A. Dorsey

Precious Lord, take my hand
Lead me on, let me stand
I'm tired, I'm weak, I'm lone
Through the storm, through the night
Lead me on to the light
Take my hand precious Lord, lead me home.

When my way grows drear
Precious Lord linger near
When my light is almost gone
Hear my cry, hear my call
Hold my hand lest I fall
Take my hand precious Lord, lead me home.

When the darkness appears
And the night draws near
And the day is past and gone
At the river I stand
Guide my feet, hold my hand
Take my hand precious Lord, lead me home.

Precious Lord, take my hand
Lead me on, let me stand
I'm tired, I'm weak, I'm lone
Through the storm, through the night
Lead me on to the light
Take my hand precious Lord, lead me home.

2008-06-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

hey, i am back to post le... hahahs, i havent been posting for (going) a week.
let's start on two days ago,
i'm lazy to post on thurs... so hahhas.

friday.
as usual, school was, you know boring.
starts the same, ends the same, boring is the word i can say.
what stirs the day was really fun, (if you wanna me to say it that way)
carrying 4kg to and fro wasnt fun though,
i went phebe's house and ... marinate.
thats when the fun really began.
phiplop phiplop, the sound they made,
did make a impact but its on its way.
the room was filled with fragrance,
all of us almost drooled.
carry carry carry it to the bus stop,
switch bus and 45mins was wasted on the next bus trip

bbq was quite fun for some of us.
for me, i think it was fun/
leftover food, there is a lot.
we couldn't finish (thats breakthrough)
i lead the games, i guess everyone knows everyone else's name.
sleepover at angela's cause it was too late.
(lend my phone to yuwen, so i wouldnt have my phone with me for a few days)

saturday.
talking session from 1-3am.
we went macs at 3am, slacked.
i helped a china person to order her food.
hahhas, went angela house.
we slept at the morning 5am.
woke up at 8.30am.
went back home, sleep again.
woke up, bathed and rush to nexus.
guess what, they weren't there.
i went to alot of food places to look for them.
but didnt find, got fed up and left home.
waited for my sis then we went nexus together.

wedding dinner.
omg. i love the chocolate mousse.
well, the food wasnt bad.
hahhas, it was quite fun, i can upload some pics soon.

2008-06-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

today, i was late but i wasnt counted as late,
i totally escape being caught even when i didnt climb the hill! hahhas.
meet elise with steph and chloe for a while at mos.
then csidm. it ended off quite early anyway... hahahs, yeap.
walked around for a while then went home.

school is boring!
haix.. shall end here now.. byebye!

2008-06-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

well today you know when i reach home the first thing i do was to get into the room, then very funny, i fell asleep from 6.30pm all the way till 9.45pm, and i had to send the email to the rest about the games.
i was very tired today so i fell sleep flat
- within 2mins i suppose& if i am not tired,
i think i will drag around 1/2hour before i officially fall asleep. hahhas.

the meeting for games comm today was efficient but not to the max.
efficient in a sense like we complete our objectives.
but not to the max because they arent responsive.
- i was like talking to the wall, until timothy came.
its okay anw, cause our efforts will be bless!:D
even those who aren't talking, cause you made the effort to come down.

school wasn't exactly that nice.
first thing in the morning, scoldings from the principal for the whole school.
we can't use the new school anymore(renovated)!:( cause we are delayed.
stupid __________! waste so much money on orchid flower, now dun even wanna ______.
irritating... haix... to be exact, i am not looking forward for school... but oh wells...

first day of the week & i am dyingggggggggggggggg alr.....
haix.. guess i shall end here now!
(hehs, i wanna sleep)
hahhas, byebye!:D

books for a break/

2008-06-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

i read 2 thick books within 2days, isnt really great a achievement but at least i am bothered to read up some books. hhahas, i think i am beginning to like books more and more each day.(if only, its nice... haha.) i read it during like bus rides/ when i have nothing better to do, i just read and make full use of my time.

yesterday i read finished this book called "the last chance" - brent hartigher.
i think this book is quite a nice book to read, it talks about how people always judge on others because you have this bad reputation and everyone assumes its you, but the fact is that the most unexpected ones are always the ones who twist the whole story over.

this made me think of how this world like to judge others without any prove or evidence, i mean i do judge some times, & i aren't that nice in that sense... hahhas.
i guess i need to improve on that and not make you know, groundless statement... i should be like this person who write down her thoughts and just not talk, i might try it out someday i suppose... hahhas.

the author, sarah dessen's book are quite nice as well, i like the book on "the truth about forever" better than the "lock and key"...
cause the lock and key the book's ending was like very rush, it didnt complete like what happened to the guy (i wanna know, they just say he left then full stop:()haix.. anw, i am gonna go library later to return + borrow books at bukit merah's library! hahhas.

i'm breaking fast on monday, actually, i aren't really contented on my fasting, cause i still dun really like vegetables but i am still able to swallow it down my throat that kind of thing... i might start daniel's fast again, maybe in november/december, until/unless i like vegetables, i am not going to quit just because i finished this fast! hahhas. yeap.

i wanna thank for those encouragement cards i received!:D
now i know that what and everything i do really makes a impact for the people around me. i am not really contented with how i am leading this group cause i know this group have so much more potential to grow in & i guess, i hadn't done my best, not now. i wanna practice the spirit of excellence in whatever i do. this group is growing, yes i know. but the thing is the potential of what we could have become was in my hands and i felt disappointed in how i work. i've actually wasted a lot of our times on things so unnecessarily and this made me like "arghh, why didn't i do this instead" that kind of feeling. i hope that the days that are going to come will be better, the way i lead, the way i teach & everything. i wanna make sure its my best and not some weird things, like late work etc. i guess all this will like make me do my best in school for a start - if i cant even handle school, then lets not talk about the group. i have to lay it down in the hands of the lord and hope this will work out! hahahs, i shall end here for now, yea?
shall post again next time.

2008-06-20T12:14:00.000+08:00

today had stop in istana. hahhas.
was a bit late like 5mins late...sorry for being late!
after stop, went plaza sing to eat.
then went on to tiong to evax with meimei, chloe, caryn, jeron and timothy.
though there werent many people & not much teens we can evax on,
we manage to collect some of their numbers
luckily at least a few were responsive)
our efforts will never go to waste, yea? hahhas.
after evaxing for 1hr 30mins,
we went to visit elise at the great world's ben and jerrys. (for fun!:D)
we pretended that we came on separate ways then hey hello that kind of thing.
it was very funny! hahhas.
then we took bus back to tiong and joked around more.
about compatibility? (i shall not go into details) hahhas.

- anyway when i said "SO?"
it wasn't a offensive statement.
hahhas, it was just that i wanted to say i wouldnt want to like be supported
but more of supporting myself by working? yeap. hahhas:D

accompanied chloe to the doctors then went home...
thats all? i guess/ hahahs.

yesterday, the splash mania though it was like not of the plan,
we still had a great time, yea? hahhas.
but due to the unexpected rain, many people caught flu/cough/fever.
dun worry! hahhas:D you will be healed soon!:)
in the morning, i couldnt even speak a word - it was super pain to just say hello.
so its like i needa type while "talking" to them.
but its okay - i am partially healed alr!((:
(my voice cant go high but i still can speak properly i guess.)
after the event, we went as a centralb to eat at the food junction.
i ate ee mian with egg+vegetables only.
(cause fasting)
i was dyingggggggg there...... haix......
luckily i survived, but i almost vomited it out.
anyway, we went shopping in vivo.
then went home after that.
whereas the rest went to watch "the happening"
yeap.. hahahs, guess thats all i should update till! :D
till next time! byebye!

2008-06-19T22:34:00.001+08:00

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lame lah. crazy one...
always get this weird email, if really true, i think i will win around like millions of dollars! hahahs, this is one of the crazy ones i kanna recently. lame lah.
anw, byebye.

2008-06-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

my uncle is nagging again!
haix... so noisy.
anw, its been like shopping everyday.
they might not be sian but i wanna die alr...
hahahs, tmr will be a better day yea?
haix... hope i dun walk like i walk this few days,
my legs are dying...(cause i nv run this month i think, nua alr!hahahs.)
shall end here for now! hahahs. byebye!

2008-06-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

:( haix...
i msn-ed so many people and no one is coming as yet!:(
well, hopefully, they will :D
i am still waiting for reply...

very slow lehhhhhhhhhhhhh........ haix.

2008-06-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

why is it that people like to say all this untruthful words?
why is it that they think that whatever they say is right and others are wrong?
why is it that they judge others and say others judge them first?
why is it that people like to be so sure/full of themselves?
WHY CANT THEY STOP IT?!
shrugs, why is it that i cant control my emotions anymore?!
i dun like this at all.
once again, i shall try and ignore! haix.

2008-06-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

some camp pictures here... i missed the last camp as well! hahhas. like

old cg: I MISS YOU ALL!!
hahhas, well thats all for now.
i am lazy to post, so hahahs.

2008-06-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

hahhas, after so long, i am finally going to update.
well, the camp is very fruitful, had lots more insight.
cause i am not a person who like to know more bout myself, i didnt pray for myself but for others, so i didnt really receive a word for myself.
i talked to steph and chloe and they told me of my weaknesses.
i wanna thank them for that so that i can improve on it as well?
hhahas.

central won for the mega event! yeahhhhh!!!
our efforts has been rewarded by merci CHOCOLATES!
I picked dark mousse&hazelnut creme.hahahs.
i like the dark mousse better... hahahs.
sorry but i am more excited for the chocolates so hahahs.
chloe finally know how to play daiti already! finally! HAHA.

in camp, we played games like daiti, a zhong ji mi ma dare.
hahha & many many more. really enjoyed it lots.
i missed oasis camp alr! hahahs.
shall post again next time!:D

2008-06-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

DISCIPLINE
i think i lack discipline to plan, but from the wfl, i would wanna plan my week to the best of my ability to produce the maximum result, in the past, i dun see the value of planning or even being on time (cause they are always late, i become late too). i hope that i would like not be last min - cause not sincere in really planning but plan it in more advanced, well this is what i learnt in wfl.

BALANCE
i think that i am not really doing a good job in balancing my life as well. like fellowship until so late EVERYDAY, people say do this i follow and not having my own decision to say no or something. yeap, like majoring on the major. i mean its important but not so extreme, i have neglected my family in this process, k sort of like guilty. so i think i want to go home early more often - not slacking every time doing unnecessary stuffs...

PLANS
only one life and only one chance.
only what done for christ will last.
i thin from this lesson really see the importance of it! hahahs.
its really one enjoyable class, very funny one! :D

yeap... hahahs. thats what i learnt from wfl today.. shall end here for now.. byebye.

2008-06-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

time is flying super fast now!
zoom, its gone. when you look into this post, you have just passed by a few seconds to stop, a few mins to read, a few mins to load a new page and the whole process starts all over again. i guess this is how life is taken away from us? people do things in circles and circles and they do not know why they are doing it.
soon to realize, its too late, time can be retrieved back...

well, i guess its been a busy week again.
camp is coming SOON!!! :D today is very fun on central decor.
played a lot but we managed to finish a bit of it.
well nevermind. hahas.
:( i lost 20 bucks today, dun know where it went.
paid for the library fines.
stupid one lah. i topped 10ucks/
went to pay, short of 10cents.
then i was like ... stupid/
went to top up 5bucks lorhx.
then now, i am broke :(
haix... the phone i wanted has just came out.. so long lah. anw, its w760.
but nvm, i am satisfied with my current phone... hahahs.
so ya. i gtg le,write again next time...byebye!

2008-05-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

monday.
went out with chloe in the morning, going around orchard road looking at some clothes etc, then rushed all the way, cause yesterday was hockey.
oh man, it sucks. i've got 2 huge cuts, one on hand, another on leg.
lucky i healed fast and used to hurting myself, if not i think i will be still in pain or shouting for help? (no lah, i wouldnt do that) i sprained my neck while hitting the ball, my coach was super disappointed with me. haix... i shall ignore, anyway going to quit this year.. okay, let's not talk bout the bad stuffs.

everyday will have blessings and i got it even though it turned out bad.
- i managed to survive the whole day without food (cause fasting) till 10plus.
went to plaza sing to meet chloe and meimei, in the midst of being in times, saw jingwen. so we all went together, after that we shopped. went home after that, yeap.

tuesday.
i suppose today is one of the busy days... yesterday night i just got the news that i got meeting.. very funny situation. elise said can we change the meeting, cause weiling got another meeting. then i answered ? i have? how come i dun know? thats how i know i had meeting today at first. hahahs.

anyway, woke up at 5plus/
cause the thunder was loud, i woke up.
sleep till the rain stopped, then i woke up again...
the weather became super hot okay, i turned the fan to myself,
my mother, brother they all cover blanket somemore.
i felt so warm that i went to bath with cold water,
then i came out feeling super refreshed, started sms-ing everyone that cg is on thurs. HAHAH. fell asleep at 8am.
then phone call at 9plus, ran all the way to the bus stop and went to meet zihwei and jiaman for breakfast in bk.- enormous omelet , i shared with jiaman. then went for orals. pathetic lah, go school wait for a while, took exam, then finished.. might as well put during school hours.. lame lorhx.
went vivo, had lunched - subway cookies.
then meeting chloe, in tiong bk, watched her eat.
rushed home and chiong the meeting's stuffs so its not really well done.. sorry!
i was late for meeting cause
- i forgot my pouch
- i missed the bus.
but then again, its my fault that i was late,
i should have went out earlier by doing my stuffs earlier
by not wasting so much time.
lucky i am going for the 24/7, if not i die, cant manage my time forever!

anyway,
i forgot to include what i learn in clm the last post.
well, in this clm,
- i was reminded of how limited our time is now,
its to be completed in our LIFETIME, so that we can see God faster! why waste our time thinking of should i go for cg, service, wfl. stupid lah...crazy people, you wanna die now and live with regrets?
i mean do we wanna be judged on this, dun we wanna do our best so that we can get rewarded in heaven? why God still give us time, it isnt for fun lorhx.,if it is, then isnt it suppose to be more fun? crazy people then will say that now is very fun living with all the sufferings, all siao one. he gave us everyday so specially, (no 2 days are exact same. there will only be 1 27/5/08 right?) so that all of us treasures each and every day. what is the point of us living like there is always a never ending tmr? like we wouldnt die like that. we are not even immortals lah, we cant live that long. even if we can, we will get tired of it wouldnt we?
i wouldnt wanna live on this earth then.

Many people live a very planned and orchestrated life where they know almost everything that will happen. But for people in whom God is performing a deeper work, He brings them into a time of quietness that seems almost eerie.
They cannot see what God is doing. They just know that He is doing a work that cannot be explained to themselves or to others.

another thing is on faith.
i tell you ah. this people in africa siao one lorhx.
from 4 to 50 to 60 to 130 to 500, within a year okay!
its half of stc population okay, i am jealous.
if this were to happen in every part of the world like everyone do their part,
i think this kind of thing is easy to be accomplished with God lah.
but because hor, every one so lazy then no one wants to do it, setting a culture of not evangelising,
LIHAI lor. HEN LI HAI then like that dun need to grow liao izzit? if you dun do your best, what is the point of serving?
its either all out or nothing. no in between thank you.
its very frustrating when you tell us that i wanna serve yet ...(excuses i tell you!) doing your best in each individual is different, no doubt but if we dun do our best, then no fruits lah.
Genius is 10% inspiration 90% perspiration for the whole thing to work ah, no one could predict how high you will soar until you spread your wings and try. all it takes is all you got. dun give up until we have done our best.
if not, dun even think of serving.
if we cant finish what we have started, then dun start it in the first place.

2008-05-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

i guess its been a busy week.
thursday was quite a fun day!
went to the it room there and slacked for the whole day.
people are sweating outside while we in IT room have all the aircon!
thanks to kelda, she allowed us in! yeah.

friday, we went science center to do experiments on DNA.
it was fun but i got a bit irritated.
cause i did what the teacher said, then she say wrong, put 1, so i withdrew my 2 droplet, then she asked why you take out, then i was like cause you say put 1.
then she say i never pay attention. wah lao, qi si ren ah!

sat, went for service then clm.
it was quite interesting as in they showed on what the whole world of hope churches what they have done lah... it was quite unbelievable on some on the scenes.
like middle east got 40people, i am so jealous okay!
they even got more people than our cg even the unit.

sunday.
i missed hopekids cause i overslept. so sad right! :(
went out with chloe the whole day - shopping.
i couldnt find any bag i want...haix... :(
well, i guess thats all for me to update on... gtg le... byebye.

2008-05-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

i didnt go school today.
i overslept and the back gate was close.
i took 124 and went all the way to plaza sing.
cause the bus was super full and i couldnt get out.
so its like i took the bus there and 16back home.
went home packed a few stuffs then went with chloe for the movie.

today's movie is super nice!!!:D
its like a team who works together will have so much victories.
i really like the show a lot.
too bad for those who never go.
shiying, weehao and waiyee!!!
you all should have come lah!
haix. well, me, meimei and chloe was just nice for the show to start.
we went into the auditorium and didnt know who was beside us at first.
then a while later i realised it was the guys group.
hahahs, meimei didnt know till the end of the movie.
hahahas.
we went to eat and chat up for a while then we went carrefour for a while.

my thoughts are all up in my blog so that i let others know i am imperfect and i also can account to others of it. its not something that i use to tell others of how spiritual i am - what is the point of acting spiritual when you know you are not that spiritual? at least i didnt write the name.
i dun see the point of acting...

2008-05-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

today is chao weird,
well, my name was written on the screen.
why?
i was top 10.
you know for what?
lateness for the whole sec 1&2,
guess what?
now i am super famous! haha.
jkjk.
well, its like my class topped the whole thing of lateness.
259times late for 4months.
total number of lateness for whole sec2, 459.
our class got the majority,
HHAHAHAHA.

anyway, i went pizza hut there for a while with steph and chloe.
we chat there for a long time.
left then me & chloe took the wrong bus to bugis then went to vivo instead.
went library then went home.
talked alot today anyway.

HAPPY!!!
cause i passed all my subs (not geog lah - i failed that!)
HAHAHAH, nevermind. i shall end here for now... byebye.

2008-05-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

its been such a long while
when i really get to see
the trueness of your name
all i long to see
is to see you smile through the days of my life
& all i want to let my life
be a love song to you...

i know you came to leave us with peace and joy
and all the earth will never be apart
everyone would be with you through the end of life
yet... we lied, we sin through our lives
we were to be brought to darkness
if you did not die for us
and i just wanna thank you my lord.

all this burden and stress
words i could never express
i just wanna lift them up to you...
oh how i long to come into your holy place
to fill my heart with warmth
that all could never say
how i wish you would tear me into pieces
and bring me back to heaven
leaving this world away.

i surrender my all to you now.
everything i am belongs to you..
i will never regret, never ashamed
of this decision i have made....
how you will drill me
how you will mould me
i would take it all
& be the best that i can be
that all will encore for you
for they will know its you who changed my life! :D

hahhas, i made a song for no reason! i was bored so... hahhas. :D

2008-05-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

to protect the identity - i shall use it.
omg, this person is super hypocrite okay.
this person says that "it" has a lot of stuffs to do so, "it" doesnt wanna go to meet god. then because of some school thing - not coming.
okay this i ignore, but this thing i really dislike about it is that "it" says so much and chionging all the way for god.
but do i see do? do others see it?
we dun and only God knows really this person is for god or not...
i mean like you wanna fight for things that does not last, please you are WASTING YOUR TIME! prioritizing on the wrong thing!

SEE THIS WORD - BAICHI.
bai chi jiu shi bai chi, WO BU GUAN NI LE!

2008-05-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

hey. i am back to post le...
today, nothing much happened.
went plaza sing to slack, ate kfc after fasting.
went for wfl... it was quite funny cause me&chloe kept suaning meimei.
well, she doesnt mind, RIGHT MEIMEI??
went home after that.

yesterday.

it was chao funny.
i went for HOPE KIDS TODAY!(: hahhas.
its chao cute. made alot of kiddy friends like 3,4 yrs old.
chao cute okay! :D drew some stuffs for them.
meet meimei at a super late time, cause unfortunately, she made me wait for 45mins.
i went home and back there again. total wasted time = 2hrs.
after that, you know it was CENTRAL B STOP MEET as usual.
i teach today which was quite scary, i mean like teaching everyone that is like older than you? hahhas, well it was quite successful and got quite a lot of feedback from the evaluation form i did! :D yeah. hahahs.
we went to coffee bean i suppose.
were talking about marriages when we grow up.
i was being suan.. :( haix..
cause i was like i wanna have kids in the future, chloe also say she wants ah.
but they only suan me. :( so sad. haix... hahhas.
had a really fun chat with my cg (not on the sick moments... duh hahahs.)
the place was really nice and cozy as well.
after the coffee and chocolates, we went on for shopping.
i guess this is one thing my cg like to do the most? hahhas.
went library then saw a few books i want but didnt borrow.
went on home after that.

sat.

wasnt really fun, i miss service okay! :(
i wanna leave then its like they dun allow me to leave even when everything was over.
i was questioned by this person which i got really irritated by.
i mean like i want trust from people and not like questions of i know or not.
- i shall not reveal who.
went to times then daiso.
then they left without telling us.
i went home with my sis then.

i think i shall stop here if not...
nvm... hahhahas. byebye.

2008-05-18T12:17:00.000+08:00

1. What disappoints you the most?
most disappointing thing expecting something to move in each and everyone's life but it didnt happen & we are still stagnant.

2. What's your favorite thing to do?
play whole day, serve God in ministries.

3. What kinda holiday would you like?
a long one out of this country, a fun one obviously.

4. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
fulfilling what i was made to do, what is necessary in my life.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
i think i can, i have survive the whole day with just a dollar before.

6. What is your favorite body part
my back, without the back, then i cant move my self, how sad lah.
we'll have a jelly back... so weird.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
i have no idea actually, go mission trips, go other countries, play roller coaster like nobody's business, open up company for people and save 1/2 of it on my kids when i have of course! hahahs.

8. What is the most embarrassing thing that happened to you recently?
i have! during april fool's day. this stupid guy dunno from where beat me on my shoulder then turned away and thought i dunno, person stare at me. i stare back.
person stare at the guy that hit me. i stare also. a while later... all of us ignore that stupid guy.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
steph tagged me/
erm, she is helpful, studious and funny! :D

10. What makes you happy?
erm, i think people around me(my family and friends) are happy?
i will naturally feel happy.

11. What type of person do you hate the most?
hypocrites.

12. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
living happily with my family serving God like never before/

13. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
brainwash. HHAHAH, so that people will know that God is true,put facts into their life! HAHHAS!

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
family.

15. What do you do when you're alone?
play with games, do qt or read a book.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
well if possible, change my self to be some one who can speak truths into people's life. my firmness. trust in others. passion alot more lah/

17. One word to describe yourself.
procrastinator.

18. What was you most unforgettable experience in school?
in primary school, i chased people around the block and beat them - play play de,
never get caught! hahahas. sec school late for school, climbed the hill and wasnt caught! :D hhaha.

19. What makes a perfect bf/gf to you?
well, there must be support, trust, love.
i wouldnt want some one too old for me either - i think i will die first! hahhas.

20. What's my favourite sport?
basketball! my top favorite!!♥♥

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged

tags:
1) my sis.
2) elise.
3) angela.
4) chloe.
5) meimei.
6) jiaman.
7) arianna.
8) zihwei.
people who wanna do? hahhas. :D

2008-05-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey, i am back to post le...
hahahs, well this week is kinda packed...
monday, we had exams... sian right?
after taht, we went out for a while then chiong all the way for wfl.
ate abit, talk a lot then went home after that.

tuesday, exams again...
after exams, then everyone started acting mad being siao throughout the whole thing...
hahahs, chao funny.

wednesday.
hahahs, NO SCHOOL.
FINALLY AFTER ALL THIS STUPID EXAMS.
went library and shopped for a while with chloe.
shrugs i dun wanna always be like oversleep for stuffs that are important lehx. haix...
anyway, me & chloe did something chao stupid -- ran down the escalator the opposite way. i ran down twice... i went all the way down then chloe asked me to go up.
so i went, then she asked me to go down... hahahs -_-'''

i am super angry with myself. shrugs.
its like i waste so much time of my life doing such useless stuffs.
haix... :(

2008-05-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

1) At what age do you wish to get marry?
i think around 25? hahhas, i dun want so old to marry.
but then again, that depends.

2) Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
well for now obviously friends, cause i mean relationship now wouldnt last for long cause its like not what God has planned out for us.

3) Who is the person you trust most ?
well i have a lot of people i trust alot, but most of all is God lah! hahhas.

4)Do you think you have enough confidence ?
well, it depends. actually i dun think so. HAHA.

5) If you could have a dream to come through? What would it be ?
everyone to be saved?

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain ?
hahhas, yeahh.. i saw a lot of times already, but waiting for a chance to really take a good pic!:D

7) What is your goal for this year?
i have a lot, can i dun say? hahhas.
i am too lazy to say, i said it before... :D

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
YEAH! if not i wouldnt be serving so hard at all lah... hahahs.

9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
no, i dun think so, no one is so stupid. hahahs.

10) What feeling do you love most ?
being happy?

11) What requirements you wish from your other half ?
- different qualities from me
- trust

12) What feeling do you hate most ?
- being emo. hahahs.

13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
obviously. hahhas. every single friend matters to me... hahhas.

14) Do you believe in GOD ?
Duh... hahhas, isnt it obvious enough?

15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
jesus, love, trust, family, friends.

16) Who cares for you the most ?
i am not very sure, alot of people i guess.
God most of all.

17) Describe the person who tagged you in five words:
crazy, mad, weird, fun & siao.

18) What have you regretted in doing your whole life ?
not taking good usuage of my time.

19) If time were to rewind, would you want it to be?
do what is more nessary and not slack around as often as i like to.

20) Would you wait forever for someone you love?
i dun think so. cause God will give us a mate that both of us love one another.
so if he doesnt, means that we arent meant to be... hahhas.

anyway,
YOU ARE TAGGED BY ME
- MY SIS.
- ANGELA.
- ELISE.
- chloe.
- meimei.
- jiaman.
- zihwei.
- tiffany.
- who else wanna do?

i think thats all...

2008-05-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

NOW THEY ARE SIAO!!! HAHHAS.
DANCING AROUND STEPH HOUSE...
I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT IS NORMAL NOW...
HAIX.... HAHAHS!:D

enjoy... hahahs, the sound is cute.

2008-05-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

hello people, i am currently in steph house. HAHA.

I WENT HOPEKIDS TODAY TO HELP OUT!!!
hopekids people are chao cute!!!
i played with a few of them...
esther said i looked very different... hahhas. she has super long hair now! hahhas.
i went alone.. hahhas, cause not alot of people woke up on time.
anyway they asked me to invite people to join hopekids, they need young people.
ANYONE WANNA JOIN, TELL ME OKAY?!
its chao fun!(: hahahas.

(got a few pics, i think i will post a few days later or something, if i am not lazy)

went meridien and played with the kids more...
waited for chloe and meimei in the mean time which is like around 2hr++, after that we went to plaza sing there slacked, they ate i stare... HAHA.
after that we went for the stop. then we came here... HAHA.
we just finish eating tomato fried rice with onion eggs. hahahs.

i feel stupid today, i left my money on the desk and left without taking.
&inside my pouch left $1.50. but the thing is that i was able to survive for the whole day! YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!:DDD

hahhaaas, i shall end here for now!!!:D gtg le... byebye!(:

2008-05-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

its been quite a weird day today...
firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAMAN.
though we didnt spend much time together today, never mind, we can spend on it some other times, yea? hahhas.
went bk slacked for a while.
then went shopping... hahhas, for fun. not really for stuffs.
yeap, hahhas, it was fun...
today finally ate once with them - chloe and meimei.
cause most of the time, i am not very hungry so i dun join them and eat.
hahhs, but today meimei finally was full!!!:D
she ate slow... so hahhas. :DDDD

i found a dollar in the machine, gave it to chloe to bless her... hahhas.

the lift was weird.. cause actually, i point to the lift.
then meimei said that this will not come... so she faced another side.
then a while later, the lift i pointed to opened.
she was shocked... then she was like how you know...
actually i didnt know how i knew but i just know.
hahahs!(: anyway.
today is chao fun! yeahhh!!!

camp, a total of 7 people should be coming.
yehahhhh!!!!!! more people more fun! ahhahs.

i wanna go for wfl, 24/7.
cause it think i cant manage my time properly. HAHA.
shall end here for now... gtg le... byebye!:D

2008-05-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

today, its okay lahhhh.... but boring,
for geog, i copied down all the notes and when through whatever was taught already.
but some of my friends didnt copy then we had to wait for them, spent 2hrs of my time doing nothing... haix... knew more about my friends deeper today as well? hhahas.
had cg today, studying which is super noisy.
the librarians came to tell them to keep quiet.
me & zihwei was like ??? huh? hahhas.
but the librarian walked in front of me telling them, hahhas.
i was quiet okay... hahhas.
went home and everything lorhx...

sometimes, i feel that some how people like to be hypocrites for some reason,
showing two side faces to different people.
i mean like what dun you show your true side?
its like its not natural for you to act like someone you are not at all isn't it?
i would rather people show their true side and not act like they are so.....
haix...

i dun really care about the numbers but of the quality of the people.
why is so many people more concern over the things that they think they are improving when actually they are not at all and still is so proud of it, i really dun get it.

this year's camp is so gonna be fun!:D
shall end here le... byebye;D

2008-05-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

Spiritual Gift
1)faith,
discerning of spirits.

2)hospitality,
prophecy,
service ,
&shepherd

3)Evangelism,
Ekballism,
giving
&voluntary poverty

took my spiritual test, the results... all the below the numbers are those gifting of the same score... so haha.

2008-05-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i didnt post i suppose...
its been quite a relaxed week this week.

I AM GOING TO HOPEKIDS TO HELP OUT THIS WEEK!(: YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i miss hopekids, i wanna go back and help out, the kids are chao cute there!!!
hahhas, relax, i am not going to kidnap the kids.

today, its been quite a fun day...
supposed to shepherd meimei, but in the end i called her on the phone for shepherding instead. but oh wells, hahhas.
went out with my clique, yeah. had a fun time talking about our differences and what we like about each other... its quite a nice chat, chat for 3hrs i suppose? :D hahas.

yesterday, FREE FOOD in jiaman's father's restaurant.
the food was great had a free ride to outram.
because of the food,i was lateee... sorryyyyy!!!!!
anyway, csidm was chao fun...
names: natalie, lucy were mention... lets not state who! HAHA.
:DDDD as usual, we chat for very longggg!! hahas.

monday, meet chloe at 3.30pm.
2.30-3.30 was talking to steph while waiting for chloe for the some stuffs.
we had a fruitful chat, came up with a conclusion and its gonna start a week before camp... went with chloe to macs for a while, chat and went some other places.

sunday, i was a bit angry for the fact that i didnt study what i wanna cover by that day, cause it was quite noisy. me & chloe got hungry and when down to buy food for a while then they wanna leave liao lah, quite annoyed. but anyway, after they left, i had a fruitful time of doing my work.

2008-04-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

sore throat& flu today, took 2taxis for the whole of today,
wasted a lot of money le...haix... wll nvm, hahahs.
anw, i sneeze all the way from yesterday morning :(

my teacher is soooo unfair, i need to beg before i can do the project over again, now she let the whole class do again!so unfair lah!:( i wanna get a good grade for my test!:( haix... hope that my results will turn out good?

shall end here for now... byebye.

2008-04-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

i really enjoyed my time with my sheepmates on sat!(: well though chuting&hazel werent there... never mind, we can still meet on some other times...
chalet was fun, we watched exchange love again... hahahs, very funny lorhx..
well shall upload some pics...

the baby chao cute right!!!HAHA!

hahahs, see the lazy pigs... sorry i am not in it cause i was taking the pics! hahhas... dun worry i am the laziest amongest all! HAHHAS!
anyway, as you can see, we were having the slackiest time, one time that we can really rest... hahhas!(:

today is one of the not so good days.
late for school. i almost lost my phone. i didnt pass up my work on time etc... lots more+ too many to state.i cant imagine how life would be if its just school, school & school. HAHA, maybe because i dun wanna find out - not finding it out at all!

i wanna cry already lah, i dun think i can get 18points and below for this year!:( partly because i didnt really chiong all the way & is still currently is half half only...haix...
shall go now... byebye.

2008-04-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

today's exam was okay lah, didnt write much about it, just average i think at least.
its been a really tiring week! i just wanna sleep my heads off and stop thinking about anything and everything.

today i realize that i have to step out of my comfort zone & dun be late any more. arghhhh!!!!! i kanna suspension in school because of procrastination.
procrastination made me late!!! shrugs :( i bet i will be late everyday next year.

haix, wanna die le. i wan to be back to our normal pace, now its super fast pace!!:(

2008-04-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

really blessed;;
-escape in-house suspension today
-oliva gave me the seaweed for no reason
-read more books.

many a times, people may think that we dun know a single thing about what is really going on, just because i did not say anything much, they take it for granted and think that i am stupid, they lied and think they can get away with it... however, i just know all this, i have no idea why but i just know it, maybe its because of all the dejavu i am getting? its so naive of them to think they can get away with it. people just forget that God is looking at their every single step & the judgement day is nearing...

i feel more better after sharing my hearts out. been emo for a few days -- && I DUN LIKE IT AT ALL, i would rather be a quiet girl then a emo girl... arghhh!!! shucks.
i miss my old days, however i am still glad that i took this path.

things are always in a mess for me, though it was a never wondering why for me.
did what i have to been told, follow it through.
"why is it tough" i asked. "if its not, everyone will be slacked."
many things cannot be advanced, not only in spiritual realms but also in reality, no one can get what they want by clicking their hands.
some things need time to mend.
string by string its sewn on.
it takes one time at a time to really be able to see the whole picture.
every string will matter, likewise every person matters.
only then we can see the big picture.

i have a lot of pics to be posted but haix, thanks to my laziness, all shall not see!:D

2008-04-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

funfair sucks!
alot of people would rather abandon service, church, God for the sake of funfair,
its not like its once in a lifetime.
stc always have one,just that this is major & last year, minor.
now finally the teacher let me go at 9.30& release at 3.30pm, yeah.

life in school is getting tiring...
today, had a slight fever + sore throat but around 11am, it was healed. supposed to have cg today but cause SO MANY people came to me LAST MIN and tell me they couldnt make it & some didnt even TELL ME , i had to cancel it, 1 by 1 all say they cant. at least they should inform me like a few days before so i can rearrange the date for cg, thats like so irresponsible of them, its not the first time already, its ENOUGH OF ALL THIS NONSENSE.

i've improve alot in my english test & i am super happy about it!:)

i like this book!!!
"I'd tell you i love you but then i'd have to kill you"
the story is boring in the beginning but it is interesting in the end... HAHA.
i wanna read the other continual of this story...
"cross my heart and hope to spy"

thank God i didnt die today, i almost did...
its super tiring today lahhhhhhh!!!!!!!

well, anyway thats all for now le. byebye.

2008-04-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

finally i am back to post again,
today isnt a good day for me so i shouldnt say much in case i scold people.
# got some medal for hockey - floorball tournaments.
# survived for fasting till 8pm?
nothing much already liao.

yesterday, went vivo there for a long while
then my sis shop there discuss with chloe for cg.
for the whole day i was out.

saturday;
not much people came, but its okay.
went for pastor shirley's clm, kinda scary.
i was the first to stand, then i looked around, no one standing.
so i sat down, then they ask me to stand again to say my name etc.
it was quite fun but very scary, its like i am the youngest few there again.
hahas, used to it though...

cg structure for this week,
fridayy!!
carpark.
meet at 3pm in school library.
lunchedddd 3-3.30
settle down.
welcome, me!
games, jiaman
blessings, me!
praise&worship, steph+caryn
holy comm, meimei
teaching, steph&chloe
worship, steph+caryn
evaluation, everyone

hahhas, shall end here for now... byebye...

2008-04-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

as i was looking around just now, God gave me a verse to enocourage me too...
hahhhas. -- 1 Peter 4:12-13! yeahh!

oh ya, recently i have a lot of emails of like congrats you have 1billion, 1million etc money to be claimed. around 5 of this kind of mails this year alone so far.. well, i didnt know i took part in lotterys etc... HAHA! it is kinda weird, i meant like its just a trick to send in my particulars and + i am not stupid, i dun accept gifts anyhow... (: unless they have a valid reasons, even if its true that its mine, i dun really care cause i didnt earn it, it doesnt matter to me at all...

okay anyway, gtg le. byebye.

2008-04-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

back to post le bah.

today, i missed a few steps down the stairs, missed the bus & was then late for school.
the good thing is that when i fall, i caught hold of the pole, preventing me to fall down completely... i missed the bus was kinda my fault, i took my own sweet time walking down the stairs cause it was raining and when i fall, the bus left, because of all this i was late for school. but its okay, i am still uninjured -- for now.. :D

after school, shepherded caryn.
hey you have taken the leader's advice of not using the phone and today, you tried your best to keep it out of sight! yeah. continue to grow more!(: went bugis, well i didnt buy anything, wasnt really in the mood for shopping, so ya...

idk what is really happening to me, what is really going on with all of us.
many people have become undesirable because of our attitudes and character.
why cant people be more nicer; in the way they speak or even in the way they act.
what i want now is really simple.
just be who we were, when was the last time we were closest to God.
having the sense of perfection that hey i have been good for this period of time how i wish many times we can change the past to be in better condition to be with God.
why is it so hard for them to understand how i really feel?
i wanna let others know that even though we are young doesnt mean that we cant do what the older ones can do... :D sometimes thinking we are so great is of so wrong, i meant so what if you are older than us? you still needa give respect in return so we as well can give you the respect, being olfer, you should set more examples to us of how we should act... it may be totally screw, so? i mean like we just have to first set the standard of how our people should be like. have the faith to to do it to our best.

cheers to csidm people,
thanks for the encouragement you have given me!!!
thank god for all of you!(: